} intoxication

2010-06-20T04:27:00.001+08:00

hello my seventh post.

& goodbye }intoxication/bigfatcheeks.

i know i would miss you, but please don't sobs. :(

because i'm moving to your brother's site, yes, don't sobs.

because you & your brother are family sites.

i'll remember you. :(

www.oh2imuddies.blogspot.com .

baibai. i'll see you there.

i' shall leave this blog here, for some memories inplace. :)

2010-06-11T10:51:00.003+08:00

Hello! ;)
It has been a long time since i updated, actually not really that long. Just 3 days. Lol, while waiting for my page to load, i shall update now! ;) This computer isn't mine, and this is a shared computer, not allowing to use the laptop. ;( Anyway, i dislike laptop too, lol, shall stay with this computer then, but people are complaining, -.-' Please, i just used, and my sister started complaining like wtf? Can't she just stfu?! -.-' Z, doing my chinese research on Paris now, i need alot of information. ;( Perhaps, hmm, or what country should i choose? Gaaa.
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I spend my days at malaysia rotting, and shopping at times, not actually ;) But, celebrating our birthday tomorrow, having bbq. Lmao, after that kbox? ;D Maybe ba. Yesterday, went to Ahqi&Ahmin house to play. Lol, wasn't playing. But guess what? I found my old barbie dolls at their house. One of them has mushroom head, took a photo showing them to tzuxin when school reopen, or when i reached singapore. (: Hmm, night we went to tesco and shop. Bought 3 issues of epop, yay. One of them has dbsk poster, happy happy. ^^ Newest epop feature xiah hubby, more happy. Like woah only. On wednesday, when i go in malaysia, i went straight for brunch. Lol, after that, home, slept for ahour, and to meet Mervin uncle for dinner? ;) Laughs, after that park with Ahqi&Ahmin, play badminton, but the wind was bloody hell strong. TT. After that home, and bathed. Go Jusco with them, pizza. ^^ Hehe. Meet anthony there, and walk walk. Lol, super shy only ;$ Walk, walk, chat, then harris, they go buy book. ;D Walk untill jusco closed then home sweet home.
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They wanting to go kbox tonight, but with ahqi&ahmin family. I not too close, so decided not to go, shall go out with Michelle. ;D Yay. I love malaysia, but it isn't fun not using the computer;( And guess what, i can'tttttt online thrg phone, -.-' Z, stupid connection in msia. Pathetic or what? Gaaaaaaaaa! ;) Im bored, bored, bored, boredddddd! My birthday is coming, excited or what? -.-' Boring. Boring. Boring. Cousins are pestering me to let them use the computer. Z. Wait till i finish my research ba, till here. Tag me leh ;( I look so pathetic asking for tags. Hmph. Anyway, i've a weird dream last night. About that guy. -.-' Nevermind. Zzz! Why shhould i care so much? .____. Alright.

2010-06-08T22:09:00.001+08:00

I lead a boring holiday completing my boring homework, watching my shows and connecting with my boring social life. ;( Aww. Last night was like wow. StanleyT and Zhewei was messaging me and they suddenly call me. (K, they stayed over at each other house), and zhewei call me a gangster :( Lmao. But still thanks for their accompanied. :D I'm bored. 9pm show just then was like wth. I thought wen an die, but he did not. And i cried so much because i thought he pass away. Stupid me, seriously stupid. Why didn't he met up with ZhangYang and change back his own body? Just let ZhangYang have the sissy's body la, lmao. Cute la him! xD Alright, got to go, tomorrow morning off to malaysia. Byebye =)

2010-06-08T00:50:00.002+08:00

Tiring day today, shall not mention much.

ICA > Bugis > Pray > Bugis > Orchard > Centre Point > Orchard Central > Jurong Point > Meet Shirley & Aunt @ Mac > Home sweet home.

Knn, didn't managed to see my lee sheng jie. Thanks to some fcuktards. :(

Tomorrow going malaysia already, and will be back only next wednesday or thursday.

Miss me much okay? :D

Don't message me as i wouldn't be able to reply, but still, wish me happy birthday on my birthday alright! ;) Lmao, i'm just kidding. <;

Fuck seriously fuck.

Why is my life so fucking nonsensical? -,-' End off my life. ;>

2010-06-06T18:30:00.003+08:00

Hello Readers :)

1 week of holiday had just past, and i'm seriously bored with this holidays as i didn't went out! :( Ga, i hope school re-open soon, or not i'll be bored to death! I wanna watch dramas, but sadly, i can't face the computer for long, as i'll get headache! :( Anyway, the mentioned of drama reminds me of recommending this show to all of you :) Summer desires, :]

Picture is adapted from www.google.com [:

You know right, because of copyright issues, i got to credit whatever source i've taken down and only 10% of things i could take down. Anyway, back to the subject. This show, a nice show i can pretty much say. The first ep make my heart went diggling around waiting for the second ep tonight. (Y) I' was super confused at first, but slowly it went ehh ;) Nice show seriously. 5/5. Go watch @dsir3s, so i could spazz with you when school re-open, kekeke. :D My birthday is just round the corner. ;) And 3 guys touched my heart yesterday. Songen & Jerometan very gl one lor, they keep act like they forget my birthday, then suddenly se: Someone birthday coming hor. Jt: Ya lor, don't know who. 14 june. Lmao. Tsk, happy la. :D Another one was Yaohui, he ask me if me want him to celebrate my birthday for me. Lol. C:

Mentioning him, i gotta say this, he is freaking lucky. He work at the place where suju is going to perform tonight. o: And he get to see them for free, yes it free, and he is showing off to me now -,- Lucky it is not dbsk, if not i sure bash him up :L Gaa. @dsir3s, lets go bash him up together, ;) Hehe. Gaa, im so bored, hell bored! Just now, aunty bought a type of rubberband, superb cool one lo. It is very long, and when you tie, it immediately help you to tie a bun ;D Omg, cool. ^^ But it would be very pain when you try to roll up your hair. (K, i know you guys don't understand me.) Before i end, to all my readers, please answer this question alright. If you could have a week of holidays, where would you want to go? (I mean, IF.) lol.

2010-06-05T23:51:00.003+08:00

I've done the picture above in conjunction with the #alwayskeepthefaith twitter trends at twitter right now. So to all fans around the world, please help trend this to the top. :') Remember, we've make an commitment in keeping the faith. For the dbsk's icon above, picture credited to hide-youreyes. This picture shall be a prom15e that i have for the boys. I'll always keep the faith, because i know that is my duty, and my commitment. :)

Happy Birthday H.Guoshun, P.Zhijia & MrJoseph.T :)

Cough, this is the second time i'm wishing Gs on my blog, because i realized that time i wish him was his chinese birthday. -.-' You know, china peeps put chinese birthday. Gaga, its alright. Wishing him again, though it is not verbal. :) All the best k! Have fun back in shanghai, we all miss you. So come back soon. *Do not wait for school starts then come back! (: Know zhijia through chinese chess. (; Don't really know her that much though. But still happy birthday! :D Sorry that i couldn't recognize you in the streets. Aww, i'm seriously sorry. ;( && Lastly, Mrtan, Lol. K, you're a great teacher so stop saying you're not a great teacher. ;) Laughs.

Currently chatting with cassiopeia in the tagboard of dbsknights.net :) Seriously, feel so heart warming chatting with fans. How long has it been since i last chat with online fans? :) Pretty much long time ago right? C: Today tuition was alright. Basically almost the same every week? So i' shall skip that. Home sweet home, and i fall asleep! I can't lie on my parents bed, because i usually would fall asleep on it. Pathetic. Ga!!!! #alwayskeepthefaith is mark as spam, -.-' So tweet #aktf instead! :) Haha. It is past midnight and i'm here fan girling. Shall pray for @dsir3s later on for her hope to get to see b3ast. :D Thinking of changing my blog URL. Thinking of changing formspring to tagbaord, so should I? Anyway, lovely pig is back from her obs. :) I miss her hell lots! Anw, i just find out **** has alot of lesbians. Seriously, i just found out o_o and i went huh, really? Lol, unbelievable! :') Mingker going to india tomorrow at 9pm. ); Oh brother brother, i'll miss you hell lots alright. Take good care of yourself there, and don't fall sick uh. :D Hmm. Shall go now. Dramas \m/

2010-06-05T00:51:00.003+08:00

Picture is adapted from: http://celandiasaysballoons.blogspot.com/.

Did i mention about going to Naval Base for a programme name "Cyber Wellness Student Ambassador"? I bet i did, because i look forward to this day very much. :) Indeed so. Reached that school early around 8.30am? MrHe was acting like a kiddo there. There is a talk on mircosoft and etc, i was thinking, when will it end. MrHe's Pastor was there talking to us too, obviously about cyber wellness. You can, i can, we can :) Alright, i'll remember that. Blah, ensemble in groups, weEmpower was my group. Had fun games like knowing each other name first. B) And have talks and etc. Pretty boring for the first day because we are all shy :$ and thats why, we've nothing to talk about. Sub group, and with Yi Si, Xin Yi and Jurvis. Our name was Awesomests, indeed we're awesome. Three cheer for us. Everything ended at 5pm like i mention. :)

Today was better. Everyone started being "open", yes in the sense that, we're not shy anymore. SPCA even better, they started singing like no one business. K, mainly because there is Pearlyn there, it make the group high. <; Awesomests was not bad too! We started chatting, laughing at Jurvis's childish act. He is pretty much awesome, but a little childish. Hehe. This is not cyber bullying. :p Learn about viruses, cyber bullying and cyber stalkers. We had role play, and that is the funny part! Lets hope our trainer upload them soon before i share <; Had much fun before lunch. We went to the computer lab. Sadly, their labs has a strong smell! Grr. Did what we're suppose to do, and twitter + facebook. (Y) Lunch break. ;) After that, did poster designing, and etc. Empower for the win right? \m/. Continue with sercurity and copyright. I love 'copyright' part the most, because we're debating with trainers <; Seriously, i've learn alot! :) After that, afternoon break and hall for presentation. Gotten a cert + collar. I'm officially a cyber wellness student ambassador! :) Jp with Pearlyn and home sweet home.

Pixtures will be uploaded tomorrow, i'm lazy to plug in my usb cable, thats why.

I love this workshop, because i've learnt alot of interesting stuffs, not only that, i've make friends like Yi Si, Hannis, Su Su, Xin Yi, Bill, Jurvis, And etc. :D Nice time with this thing, and i hope to blossom my friendship with them. <;

2010-06-04T21:02:00.001+08:00

Tired!

Shall post later or tomorrow :')

2010-06-02T02:52:00.002+08:00

I know this is slow since new year has been over for long, but still, this is mad hilarious. I can't stand not laughing while watching this, B) Alright, i've just had a new blogskin done, plus a new song. :D Love this song ttm, but this isn't the song i say that match me earlier. :) Its holidays right? And i'm freaking bored, i think i'm not going to sleeep till it is 6am? Haha, or rather not sleep the whole day! (Y) Gonna watch PS.Man later on to kill boredom, i'still have my SNS, HBS2, and etc. :D I feel like re-watching My lucky stars, and full house. After all, this two shows are my all time favourite. :) Gnaz cook spag for me & sister tomorrow. Actually, i've no intention to blog, but just to kill them, why not? Gnaz edit later (?) Stay tune.

2010-06-02T01:10:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, i really have no idea what to say. It is just so speechless. :') Wonderful, i have a wonderful family, wonderful friends, what more can i ask for? I felt blessed at times, seriously. I've never thought someone like Chongsing (K, he is known as the forgetful guy) who would actually remember my birthday and get my birthday present ready! Seriously, i feel so bless. Next, five one friends are my support, they support me thrg whtv circumstances, and never fail to encourage me. Not only that, Corporation friends like Tyson, :') Asking me to cheer up because he feel that i'm emotional. >D: Next up, X.Huirong sucha caring brother. :) He actually did alot of stuffs that could make me laugh like mad, that could make me sad at times. He is a great brother, a caring brother, that i could never ask for. :) It is sucha blessed to have so many friends around me. I've never know that, people actually remember me for who i'm. Thanks bro, i know slashing is bad. :) But it is an addiction O: Laughs. I have nothing to say, i felt speechless. I seriously thanks all this people who still put me in their life. B) Not forgetting huirong, kkkkk brother, thanks iloveyousomuch. :)

Had a talk with Mum just now, i cry my heart out again. Not h2h talk, just normal conversation about dad, me. Yes. I've grown up, and become rebellious in my life. But yet, they are still the ones taking care of me. Dad i'm sorry about spending your money like tap water. I'm sorry about talking back to you and etc. Perhaps it is just all my fault. Mom told me something about dad & her health problem, i am thinking, what is wrong, ? Sighs. Worst, divorce. I wouldn't be able to take it if oneday they are divorced. Mum say if we don't do anything, we're seriously driving her to grave. :( I feel so useless, all i do is complaining about no money and etc. But i find something real sweet today, and i've been mistaking my dad all along, he actually secretly placed money for my school. Every morning, the $6 (After i quarrel with him), it is given by him, not mum. I always thought it was given by mum since he had stop giving us pocket $ for weeks. I feel so bad, im sorry. I promise mum to be a good kid, and etc. Mom promise to have some time with me & sister on my birthday. And she promise to buy me some clothings. I feel so blessed. :) I hope my 14 birthday would be a blast. Please. Hopefully. 15/16 June outing with Pearlyn, Jadon, Desmond & LiuYing? Perhaps so, i am not sure. I officially say i'm bankcrupt, so if i didn't want to go for any outing or whtv, please, im sorry B)

Thanks god for such a wonderful friends,

wonderful family.

2010-06-01T20:32:00.002+08:00

} We gotta fight for this love.

Moshi Moshi! (:

CCA today was awesome, We're slacking most of the time. CCA till half, decided to go canteen to slack and eat with Darlene, Lina, & @dsri3s. Hehe. Was talking, and waiting for Lina & Darlene to finish eating! <; Chat about biology, and i am gross by it! But i still wanna take pure biology! 75 marks, i shall aim for it! C: CCA ended around 4, and mac to slack with @dsir3s. Happen to see Benjamin in school and chat with him for awhile! ;> Mac is terrible, zomg, it is freaking cold! :/ And i saw alot of familiar faces working there! :) Haha. Chat with @dsir3s about alot of things, and she keep saying "so sweet", awww! ;> Haha. Kept on chatting and i keep mentioning it is cold! :C Decided to go home arnd 5pm! Went home, i straight away sleep, PIG! Laughs.

Actually, there is nothing to blog about, holidays are just like shows shows shows! C:

I hope thursday arrive quickly, gonna have breakfast with @dsir3s before going to the cyber wellness thing! I hope it would be fun, and most importantly, make friends! :) I'm wondering if you would be going, since .. you're .. so .. good in stuffs like this. Lol. Im bored, bored, bored! Channel 8 is freaking funneh! Hopefully Pornsak would be in this show too! xD. Been listening to the same song over and over again, totally match me uh. (Y) A sad chinese song ;( Sighs, my feet is extremely cold right naoz. I am not sure why, this few days, even without oning the fan, i feel so cold towards my feet. Sigh to the max. So cold, memories filling in. ;C Grr. I kept looking at my phone this few days, and .. ! Aiyah -.- Don't feel like posting already. Anyway, TAGBOARD OR FORMSPRING? :)

2010-05-31T15:05:00.002+08:00

Its time for love, somebody to love, }

Hai! C:

Just reached home from school. Okay, it is already 3pm, and i'm happy about that. H3h3. Because i've spend half of my afternoon, and i do not have to think how to spend it already! :) This whole week would be excitement, school over school. :D Tomorrow guzheng, though i seriously don't feel like going ;C But nevermind, shall just slack my time off there! BUT, i dislike playing, and i can't talk -,-' Z. Wonder if @dsir3s going tomorrow. #dbskplaying - Cassiopeia's Song. Only five, forever five. :) Fighting! Woke up arnd 8.30am in the morning, and prepared for school. Online awhile, and listen to dbsk videos & songs. I miss the five terribly. Should i change my twitter name to "Intoxiahcation"? Laughs, i miss this baby. C: Alright, out of point, went school around 9+, meet HongYin and walk to school together. I look weird taking my sister's bag, mine is washing x.x Went canteen, saw alot of friends! :)

Then, went for project work together. Kinda boring, but at least, slack off my time. (Y) Presented with Jadon because the others of my group member did not came, -,-' Plus, we presenting indian's stuffs, and teacher keep asking about it, i don't even know how to reply!! But, i gotten 85 for my project work, A :) Happy ttm. #dbskplaying - Proud. After project work, which is around 12.50pm already! Headed for jurong point with Pearlyn. Saw LiuYing & ShuTing on the bus, chat with them :D Reached jp, and went seperate ways with them. Hehe. Went to buy sushi, and then comics connection! (Y) See see, saw xiah hubby pixture, i need $$ lah!! $kahchingz$. Saw a cassiopeia there, or rather a fan of Jaejoong there, -.- Seriously hate people who only love 1 member, and claim how much they love the entire group, heh? Z. Pearlyn bought a few pictures, going to pay moneh that time.. I saw you.. I was like.. *Chat chat*, *look up, saw you*, O.O. *Look down again*, because didn't see carefully? O; *Look up again*, EHH. ._. Z.. God playing a fool with me? 4years. I wanted to see you, yet i couldn't manage to see you. And now.. when i know im going to give up. I saw you, what is wrong?! I won't elaborate more here. Tumblr log :)) Home sweet home aft that.

2010-05-30T19:59:00.002+08:00

} You got the wrong number, you got the wrong number, so call me no more.

Hai! C:

Just finished watching Dbsk Live Concert in Seoul dvd! I miss my boys badly okay. :( How i wished i could fly to korea and give them each a hug. Especially hubby xiah. I just realized, the first one i love in dbsk is Jaejoong, follow by Changmin & now Xiah! :b Hehe. I find Mickey hot too, not forgetting U-know. Alright, i am in love with every one of them. C: Towards the end of the concert, U-Know say, "Does all of you love tvxq?" Fans replied, "Yes". U-Know followed on by saying, "Ahh! Dbsk will always love cassiopeia too!" Omg, that is like so sweet la leader sshi! :P It has been so long since i last spazz at my blog right? :) Keke, imissmyboystotheultimate C: Remember? We waited 1year and 7months for their comeback, and we waited another 2 years for their live concert. This time round, no matter how long are we going to wait, we'll still be waiting. Because of the power of love, Dbsk + Cassiopeia = L.O.V.E. Yes boys, please be aware that no matter what, we're all here waiting and loving you. Muackxxxxx!

Alright, there is school tomorrow, and it spells = excitement! Because at home, all it is was bored. And chatting with some classmates spell boredness too. Especially that Qilin, lol. Kidding here. So many people talking about dream concert now, im not at least interested in it, because my boys aren't there. A-Nation. No boys too. Sighs. Stupid sme, screw you seriously. All you know, is to make moneh. -,-' Have some thoughts for our boys can anot? -,-' Looking forward for Yoochun's show! And Hubby sung the theme song y'know. :D Hehe. Anyway, love from taiwan is really amazing, they post in korea newspaper that they will be waiting for dbsk comeback, because we're the supporters of dbsk! (Y) You know, it really tears to see how much my boys have grown. Especially hubby. Oh my god. I miss the long hair of all of them. :) But they look better in this hair now. Hehex. Oh ya, before i forget, Happy Birthday to you, WeiMing, Stella & Begonia! 8D } Don't say goodbye, :) } Crazy love. I've gone crazy after looking at my boys, seriously :( I miss them hell lots! I don't think i'll be using computer often during holidays, depends. I wanna go back malaysia! -,-' Borleng, borleng, borleng!!!!

2010-05-29T19:06:00.002+08:00

} Holding back the tears, ;(

I love my new blogskin, saw the background somewhere at tumblr, think it was nice and decided to use it! :) Had my 7 hours of tuition just naoz, totally woah. Been long since i have straight 7 hours of tuition yeah? Show teachers my results. 2 teacher suggest that i should go poly, because im the relax and poly type. But another one indicated that i should go jc! :) Not sure yet, but i wanna go jc, so let see when i move on to sec 3. :) Hear that the marks for getting in poly business course is very high standard naoz. Hmm. And jc, it would be very hard to get into local university, and if i wanna get into smu or sim, i needa wait very long for it. Sighs! Gotta make plans now, SP? Or Jjc? Make plans and work towards it! Hmm. Most teacher mention about my geography results! :C I don't really care for it, but but.. it is the cause for my l1r4 -.-' Z. Today tuition was fun. Sort of,? Songen went to oversea! Omg, takecare eeyore :) Had fun at tuition, alright tuition was awesome. Sort of at least. (Y) Te keep mentioning how good singapore poly is, because he is a student there before. Laughs. Should i change my blog song? In love with a few songs this few days! Gonna watch hard to say i love you later on, Jaejoong ahhhh!! My heart ache although it is a movie ;( T_T. Very not in mood to see dbsknight this few days, im seriously scared of the outcome.. No disband, o: And new unit form.. Haix. JYJ? Hmm T_T.

P/S: 这次我真的痛了，真的撤底醒了，我试着沙陀，换来的只是伤痕.

2010-05-28T17:27:00.003+08:00

Hello! :)Boring friday. ;<> Tv > Hard to say i love you > qq! :) Boring day neh, been sleeping, watching tv, and watch Jaejoong's drama. Going to continue later bah. Very lazy to get started with tuition homework, plus qq is addicting! :) Currently talking with a bunch of china people from express stream. First time see HQL talking so much, haha. ._." K la, im bored, extremely bored ;<>

2010-05-27T15:43:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Rammy, Yanyi & Gico!! :>It is my blessing to know all three of you! (: Been a great friend & 'teacher' to me. Thanks:) Happy birthday once again, and stay happy! <:
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Goodbye School Days! Hello Holidays! (:
Itis finally the holidays! And i'm seriously loving it. My holidays have been cut short to 3 weeks only. Bon Voyage to those people going back their country! Don't worries, i'll miss you guys alot! :') Please think of me uh, lmao, im just kidding. I'll miss Gs alot, cause i can't disturb him in this one month ;<>

Results are out today. And today is mainly a slack day! :) I love today, because it marks the start of holidays but i dread holidays at time too. :<>i improved in almost all the subjects. Kkk! :) It is better than a right? :b Superb happy. Grats G for getting 2 a? :) Hehe. Silly boy. Teacher wrote, "Josephine is a relational leader who is a blessing to the class as the vice-chairperson. She has shown much improvement in schoolwork and CCA." at my comments there, and i gotten A again for my ipw! :) Happy ttm. I love my comment the most la. After seeing mrhe, home sweet home! :) Gonna see cousins tonight, happy. Kkkkkkkkkz. Im tired ;<

Grr. I miss my class mates already. G, Guoshun, LiuYing!, Tzuxin!, Harith, Rusydi, Jarod, Haiya, the whole 2v7 bah! :) Not forgetting alot of my friends from other class :/ K, not alot, 2? Hehe. Eh, i just love to keep writing, i think and i'll have a second post later! (; Tomorrow, sleeping my whole day off. <; Aye, nothing to do + no money. ;( Lol. Kkkk. Im bored! I hate this bitch, bitch1, bitch2, bitch3 & more at my school. Kkk, actually maybe one only, but very fun, so keep writing the word bitch. :) Lol. & PIG! Where are you? Didn't see you for days already. o: ;(

2010-05-26T20:26:00.002+08:00

To: That person that feel guilty after reading this post :')

Laughs. Don't said i bad, because you did it first in your own blog. You say you hate me? Wow, then do you think i like you? The answer is no. Gotta tell you, don't try showing off because my results are all way better than yours! You hated me since i like your bf? Oh my oh my, who is your bf? Amirun or Harith? Laughs. None of them is your bf, get this clear once and for all. :) I doubt amirun like you, because he told me he doesn't like you. You & Harith, are supposingly to be bgr, but he doesn't want it ite, and because he saw your true colours. Heh, not my fault! Please, i like them? Since when? Laughing my ass off! :) So now, trying to have revenge ah? Add G at facebook, msn, hey, do you want his number,? I can give it to you too. :) Laughs. 你做初一我做十五. Laughs, you can't understand me right? ;) Nevermind, go check up the dictionary, but i bet you don't understand a single shit inside hor? Saddist. Want to play with me? You'll sure lose ite. If you dare to make G hurt, i swear i'll make the person you love most hurt too. :) I've my ways. Comeon, try me. I will make your life suffer! :) & Oh ya, don't bark at me in school please. Im scareddddd! ;<>

Happy Birthday WeiBin & LiYang! ^^

Both are my good friends especially weibin, hehe. :) God Blessed You. :)

I hate seeing my scar! ;< Blood blood blood! ;< Sighs.

2010-05-26T19:11:00.003+08:00

I have a great form teacher. ;)

Laughs. People like @dsir3s are saying that ive a great form teacher. Helping us to change our seats when we're complaining it is hot. Caring about our studies and giving extra remedials to help us. Helping us if our parents would scold us because of our results. And now, thinking that the 30$ class award to be use into something practical! :D A small electric fan, i want this. It will surely cool down our hotness. Lalaa. I gotta admit, 2v7 is hot :) Yay, ftw \m/. K, school was alright. Pure boredness! ;) But i love the assembly programme, about flying kites. Skipped science period, skipped science mock exam! :D Huhu, 2v7 ftw. Chinese lesson is fun, keep tease Gs. Lol, found out that he actually don't like that girl. Better i guess. :) Lessons are movies after that. -_-"

After school, jp with Ira, Pearlyno/c & stanley. Kkkkkz! :) Girls love shopping eh? Come home immediately slept. Oh my gosh! Okay. Im bored, and i still have chinese homework ;( Hey, exam are over, grr! Tomorrow last day of school already, mad excited. Lol. I love Jay prince. I feel like buying his new album instead of tohoshinki's album ;( K, i'm bad. Afterall, he is my first love. The first idol that i love. And this new album is extremely attracting! ;( 36$ for his new album + dvd + some collections of his old albums things. Got free "clips" with pictures of his old album cover. I want that please. And PTL, it is first in popular. Jay prince indeed is Jay prince, his song will always have rap! ;) I love him ttm. :D My prince. And he is finally back with his this new album! I've not been hearing from him for so long alreadyy leh! Jay jay jay! <3

2010-05-25T20:23:00.001+08:00

Recently a "Husband Super Store" opened where women could go to choose a husband from among many men. It was laid out in five floors.

The only rule was, once you opened the door to any floor, you HAD to choose a man from that floor; if you went up a floor, you couldn't go back down except to leave the place, never to return. A couple of girlfriends went to the shopping center to find some husbands...

First floor
The door had a sign saying, "These men have jobs and love kids." The women read the sign and said, "Well, that's better than not having a job or not loving kids, but I wonder what's further up?" So up they went.

Second floor
The sign read, "These men have high paying jobs, love kids, and are extremely good looking." "Hmmm," said the ladies, "But, I wonder what's further up?"

Third floor
This sign read, "These men have high paying jobs, are extremely good looking, love kids and help with the housework."
"Wow," said the women, "Very tempting." But there was another floor, so further up they went.

Fourth floor
This door had a sign saying "These men have high paying jobs, love kids, are extremely good looking, help with the housework and have a strong romantic streak."
"Oh, mercy me," they cried, "Just think what must be awaiting us further on! So up to the fifth floor they went.

Fifth floor
The sign on that door said, "This floor is empty and exists only to prove that women are f-cking impossible to please. The exit is to your left."

2010-05-25T20:19:00.003+08:00

I thought of posting so suddenly.

Had been listening to "I know my redeemer lives". That is sucha nice song, recommended. Should go and listen to it. :') 3&4th June is approaching me soon, i am seriously excited in meeting all sort of people there! Hope i could make new friends yeah? In love with this phrase too, "I can do all this things through him who strengthens me." - Philippians 3:14. Really love this phrase, it got me motivated to do some things. And when i'm down, i know Jesus is with me. :) Oh, please look forward to another post of mine, a great story, i like i like. (Y) (It is below this post, so just look down alright) (: Eh, in the end, i still decide to study for my science paper tomorrow. -.-' Streaming year, every test is important right? Yes dude. You gotta study. Happy Birthday ManFu. In love with By 2 "Ai shang ni" song too, hell nice. Just like what the lyrics say, "爱上你不需要理由", so, ite i believe you love that girl, even though people say it is impossible. :) Please, love her, just tell her, and stay happy.

Your happiness is my greatest wish. Thursday going to relative's house, because the grand son 1 year old. Keke. Er biao jie is going too (think so), sure will have lotta fun! :) Anyway, i saw jwss 2oo9 photo book at my school library. Look at it, and saw some familiar faces. I miss them alot! Gosh, especially Hui Ting, <; So i saw HongYue, Yixin & Brother. (Y) Lol, they all look handsome, yeah, ~~handsome~~, kkkkkz, kidding! && Jay prince new songs are so nice, extremely nice, hehe, my prince forever. Teach me how, i just want to keep writing, writing, writing. -.-' Sighs. I saw my scar on my hand, and i think of blood, and i shiver. -.-'' Im sucha coward, (k, i scared of blood okay), but ite, i slash, and it leave a bloody scar, nice one okay! :> Z. In love with the song, "Say goodbye". Sucha nice song.

2010-05-25T18:38:00.003+08:00

I don't wanna be your gan sister! ;<

Holidays are just 2 more days, and damm, exams are over, yet we are still having mock exam?! Z. I won't study for tomorrow paper. :> Imm just gonna relax myself, and enjoyed my holidays, please, i did work hard, every one could see it! And i pass my science paper with flying colours. Im happy already, i don't ask for much, just a pass and met Te's target! :> And i did so. Laughs. Today was fileing, movie, and sleeping! Ftw. I keep on sleeping la, sleep okeh! Hmt class was fun, talk about hari raya puasa and the indian's festival! O: Keep making fun of gs! ;> Laugh. School bored, cca more bored, and home sweet home. Photo taking sucks to the max please. :D I hate photo taking, i keep hiding during the fun shot. :') Yay, ftw.

Anyway, z, school is bored! ;> Gonna attend cca only once for holidays! I know i rocks. \m/ Sad, i don't like cca. :<I just realized how much ily. ;( Oh ya! Teacher show us a superb touching video today! Oh my god. Superb touching man! I almost cry, :') And we done some reflection for that. Ohoh, private and confidential! :)

Love can fade, can break again, can be erase, but never replaced.

2010-05-24T17:47:00.004+08:00

I saw a couple trying to have sex at the macdonal, i mean, hey, why mac? Go to the hotel for that then. -.-'' Please, fancy wearing the school uniform and doing some atrocious things. Don't you feel shameful? Just go straight to the hotel next time if you ever want to do something like that. -.-'' Don't do it at mac, and please, you're underage, wanting to get caught uh huh? :) Well, i would be glad to inform your dm, if you do it again! Because 1. This is public, we're eating, mind you. 2. I have got hold of evidence, hey! This is a first source evidence! :) Laughs. Please, just mind your actions, i don't want to puke after eating, grr.

What wrong with young teenagers this few days? School was alright, photo taking, Mad craazy. Pig is just infront of my class! O: And the stupid photographer has an attitude that i can't stand it. :<>

2010-05-23T18:48:00.002+08:00

Why build me up and tear me down? ;(

Praise the lord, Mum persuaded dad to allow me to go for church services. But no cell group, how sad. Shall wait to see if i should join my friend cell group ba! :) Swimming today, sun burnt & slight fever. Painful. Sad. How sad. Z. Eh, i've nothing to update. Tomorrow school, upper sec inter class. I feel so reluctant to go already! Haix. All because of something. Grr. Never mind. O.V.E.R ;) Nice one la! Bored die me, i've nothing to say already. Z. Four more schooling days! :> And holidays. Excited for cyber wellness! :> Just remind me, 8.15am must reach school. o: & Oh ya, my maths books! Crap. Z. Lost my blogging bug again? ;( Haha. I miss you ;)

2010-05-21T21:36:00.002+08:00

Praise the lord! <3.

Seriously tired to post, but i just want to post! Because im seriously ~~very~~ happy today. :') Urgh, just okay, except for one fine thing, but nah, Ira i don't blame you. So overall, i passed ALL my subjects! Kkkz :) My hard work paid off, and seriously happy ttm! Thanks MrTan, my "brother", lmao! I love him, as a teacher. :))) He helped me pass my geography! Thanks to the max. K, i don't know how to say thanks, so just, lmao, thanks.! *:) Today was almost wonderful, but still awesome to the max! :) Classes are all fineeeee, yay, i love geography class now. O: Hehe. Chinese lesson was changed to ms heng class :( Sad. But still enjoyed lesson there, hope Mdm Eng come back soon! I want her lesson pleaseeee. Laughs. :( Towards the end of the day, ira dropped my phone! Hellll sad. 2months. Lol, k i cry. But nehmind, everything is alright now. :)) Hope she don't feel so guilty! :/

So, class was persuading me to join netball ite. Lol, even after school, keep pester me non stop. :( Pathetic! In the end, i told them, "I wanna use the washroom" Went in and changed, I did not want to play at first, wearing fbt, but still play in the end -.-'' They happy like sh!t, laughs. Lol, i love my team mates, Jarod, Harith, YinYin, Ira, Viroshini, HongYin, & Jaslyn! We lost to 2s4 for the third round, :( But still managed to get bronze with the fourth round. Thanks alot, praise the lord. Score 8-0. Pity the sec 1 :/ We like big bully small, last 2 rounds we super slack. We didn't block them, nor, do what. Just walk walk, they didn't shoot in too. Anyway, thanks alot Hong yin, without you perhaps we wouldn't get bronze! :)) Your shooting skills are superb good. Half way the game, netball senior say, "i thought you in netball?" Lol, i was like, eh no! (Because i step into the semi circle) Haha! Congrats for badminton girls (pearlyn & yinyin) for getting silver too! And, 2v8 boys for getting gold for basketball! Good job G! :))

Super happy, first year, we gotten two medals. Don't be discourage desmond, and all those! :) After that, tuition! & Me & Viven did our promise, 60 and above for both subjects. Te gave his promise too, his I/C! :) Omg, bangs.! Haha. Had a pretty good laugh over there. :)) I know his chinese name already! Laugh. Home sweet home arnd 9. Tired. ;( I just realized, today is the first time, i played netball so happily in my whole life. Hehe. I miss training suddenly! O: Haha! K, pig iluvyou, i know im random! ;) Just now, cutepie superb funny. She came to me and say, "Next month 12 month already." Just ended my round of netball, kinda blur and reply, "Huh? Next month December?" She immediately laugh! :@ So bad arh her :/ Then then, think, ohhh. 17/06/09. 12 Months with her! :) Lmao. Cute lah her. :))) Happy Birthday Amanda Neo Sister. <3

2010-05-20T16:45:00.002+08:00

I FAIL MY GEOGRAPHY :@

Sadly, it just make me don't want to care about this subject anymore. Nice, i'm not taking it anymore! <: But seriously sad + angry. I study like shit, in the end, i fail it so nicely. 21/70! ^^ Hooray for me? Laugh out loud. My report book all pass except that freaking geography! :<>geography. Seriously envy people who pass it, i mean, esp viro! Her report book = all pass. ._. All thoses who pass this make no difference, some still fail other subjects. Argh, angry ttm, i just want to pass my geog. Hope it is not the final marks, or else, crap you geog. I can't believe myself studying and yet failing. :<

I pass my chinese! Final marks already, 56/100! C5. I thought i would get c6, but ite get c5, freaking happy. Will continue to work hard! :> Hehex. Art was 61, expected, i didn't really care about it! I just care for my main subjects. And i'm happy to say, most of my hard work paid off. :D Maths, English, Science. Didn't really study at much for Home Econ, Chinese & Geog. O: If i study for chinese, should be getting better bah! Hmphs. Gotten back composition, NO mistake at all, surprise huh. My tenses are all correct! :> And i no need do correction! Superb happy! Yay, i still love english most. C: Alright, "detention" after school. B'cause we went to lib for HCL and then, the librarian say we mess up the lib? And ask us to clean up the mess. Funny, we only touched the chinese row, and ite, we need to clean up the ENTIRE lib. How nice? Superb pekceh with it. Class united, all helping one and other. Ended arnd 4pm. Skipped cca since just 30 more mins. Chanced upon Mr Subash when walking down, lucky we remember to greet him! He gave us a smile and walk off :>

Dad did not give me money again, i stopped asking mum for money already because she herself doesn't even have money to feed herself. O: & I keep forgetting to ask mum if she allows me to continue going church. :/ Grr. I dislike dad. I already apologized like wtf. And still goes on like this. I hate this family, this life and etc. Fml! Zzz. Tomorrow interclass. O: Should i stay back and watch? Support my class, :D Or should i go home be pig? Laughs. Anwy, rest in peace Dr Goh. :)

2010-05-19T15:54:00.002+08:00

Tears just keep rolling down my face right now. I hate this life. Seriously tired of life. I feel like never going back to the house. Why must history keep repeating. Once, i cry so much, and tell you everything, now it happens again. I hate this family. Parent teacher meeting next thursday. It just take up 15mins of your life. And you did not want to go. Knnv. I know you got work, so i especially take the front one, so just 15min and you can go back work. Plus pss, = just opposite your work place only okeh! Yet you did not want to go. Knnv. Yea right, just a result. Just my fcuking results. Just my fcuking attitude at school. All this are fcuking craps. You no need to go right? Knnv. Aunt called just now, and keep mentioning this and that. So fcuking end, all my fault? That fcuking letter. Fcuk it. Ya la, my fault, stop fcuking giving me $ then, let me fcuking die of hunger then. My fcuking gastric pain, just let it pain till i numb my whole body then. Fcuking, might as well drop me out from school. To save your bloody money. I hate my life, i hate my house. Did you thought of this? I'm schooling now, i have bloody exams just last week. I've bloody tuition that stoles my saturday. I've bloody homeworks that keep me entertain for the night. And yet, you keep on asking me to go and help you. No helping = no money. Just because last sat, IM FREAKING TIRED TO HELP. YOU GOT FCUKING ANGRY. Can't you just understand me? IM YOUR DAUGHTER!! And yet, you don't even understand me. Im tired. Seriously tired. I did help you always right?! I always pangseh my friends to help you out in your stalls. And just that. pl0x. JUST A SATURDAY. You always scold me. FROM YOUNG, I REMEMBER SO VIVIDLY, I'M JUST A 7 YEARS OLD KID. I NO KNOWING ABOUT TOOTH PAIN BECAUSE I'VE NEVER ENCOUNTER IT BEFORE. IT WAS SO FUCKING PAIN THAT I WOKE UP IN THE MIDDLE, AND WENT TO YOUR ROOM. YOU DIDN'T ASK ME WHAT HAPPEN. JUST JUST SLAPPED ME HARD ON MY FACE BECAUSE I DISTURB YOUR FCUKING SLEEP. Its all my fault, yes, all my fucking fault. We can be poor. I can don't want thoses fcuking clothes, JUST QUIT THAT JOB. YOU GET HOME EVERY NIGHT FEELING ANNOYED. AND SCOLD ME. BUT YOU ARE SO BIAS FOR SISTER, YOU NEVER SCOLD HER ONCE BEFORE. ALL HER FAULT BECOME MINE. ALL MY FAULT, SITLL MINE. Have you ever know my felings? Exams marks, you know how sad am i for my chinese? Yet go home, you scolded me because of my letter. You never ask my marks. To you, it is not important at all. -.-'' I seriously going crazy over all this. Slash = blood = numb = happy? Should i? LONG TIME NEVER TOUCH THE FREAKING PEN KNIFE ALREADY. FCUK LIFE. I see my friends, telling me how good their parents are. IM FREAKING JEALOUS. JADON'S MUM COOK FOOD FOR HIM. PEARLYN'S DAD BAKE STUFFS FOR HER. SUNDAY = FAMILY DAY. For me? Sunday = sleeping day. I need someone to confide to now.... i'm mentally tired......

2010-05-19T15:23:00.002+08:00

Hot & Sunny, *give an angry face*! Oh lord, just let it rain now, it is ultra hot here. I think i've sprained my ankle? It seriously hurt alot! And yes, i have no intention to tell my parents. O: Gotta save up, quarrel with dad a few days back. And now, he stop giving me money. -.-'' How the hell can i save up bloody $30 & $50 now? Your $10 that you gave me everyday, you think it is much? It is not at all, i need it to complete my three meals outside, i need it to $80 for my handphone bill + internet bill. So? Is it very much? Actually not, and now, you stop giving me money, and mum gave us her money & have nothing left. Should i clap my hands right now? Please, it is not even my fault! I said, the grammar is correct, and you did not believe me.

Z. Pissed off seriously. 4 days plus no money already. How to survive? Plus that freaking phone bill coming soon! I hope i don't burst. Please. Z. Gosh, a terrible day today! ;( Didn't get back any results today except hcl paper1. So pass it! Praise the lord. :D I pass my overall chinese paper too! By 1.5 marks, happy though. Changed seating arrangement as i mention in the earlier post. Sat with YinYin & Chrissa, at the back still! But near the doors (meaning, if teacher walk past, and i'm doing something terrible, = doom!) Laughs. I don't like my place, except for chinese. Grr. I want sit with LiuYing/Tammy or Jadon pl0x. Plus i don't talk sitting there, not fun at all! :@ Liuying is suey + lucky? Jadon + Haoyu just sit infront of her. Suey because she sit with her ex! O: Haha. Goodluck. <: Chinese lesson was fun. Crap with Tammy, YinYin, Yaohui & Guoshun. ;) But something happen aft math. Hehe. School ended & im freaking tired now! Shall head to bath and watch Gokusen! :) & Anyone has any idea where to get bandage wedges? Please formspring me, ty! Tomorrow is Jadon's birthday! (Y) I feel like buying clothings from cotton on! Interested in some of the clothings. O: $kahchingz$. I need $$$.

I haven't tell my dad about my results. Fml.

Why can't they just understand me a little bit more? Haixxxxxxx.

P.s Might be posting again tonight.

2010-05-18T16:39:00.002+08:00

Its raining now, and i seriously love it alot. The sound of the raindrops make everything so smoothing, so relaxing. A good time for bed indeed. Hehe. Anyway, just one more week to holidays & i look freaking forward to June 3&4! Because i'm going with @dsir3s to the cyber wellness thing! Freaking excited pl0x. MrHe say it is going to be fun! So, hope so. <: Tomorrow gonna change seating arrangement already. ;( I'll miss Jadon, Tammy & Liuying. The low kay hwa's fanclub seating arrangement :X Lmao, mainly because we luv lkh books! And once we get started, we would never put the book down till we've finished it. Hehe. You know, you know. The seating arrangement now, is like p6-1! The tables and chairs are seriously arrange according to it! <: Happy to the max. Because it just make memories flow back yeah?

Gotten quite a number of results already, left hcl paper 1, geography & art! Seriously, i find no point getting anxious to know art results, because, you can't change anything right? :) Don't tell me, you can ask for more marks for it? So, hcl is my miracle now pl0x. Just let me pass it ;( 45marks and above please. At least, if i pass my hcl paper 1, i might pass the overall! Please! I'm seriously counting on the paper 1 right now. During science, teacher say we've 21 girls, and only 9 of them pass the science paper! Seriously, panic stricken. I am so scared that i'll fail it. But god make a miracle, i pass my paper & gotten the standard te wanted me to get! Seriously happy! 62/100! And i'm one of the 9 people who pass. (Ps: I always fail my science ever since i get into secondary 1, So huge surprise for me.) Hehe. Gotten back home econ too! 42.5/80 for the paper, haven't overall yet. English was taken back too! I seriously love myself! My hard work has paid off right? 73/110. Meaning? 67/100! How happy. & Great, i scored 20/30 marks for my composition! Effort has paid off :D

For those who have failed the paper, cheer up & work hard the next time! Aft school went jp. Bought Jadon's birthday present, SNSD notebook. <: Hope he like it! Happy Birthday Chrissa too! :) And happy for tzuxin seriously, she has improved tremendously for her results! See, God did not fail us! :) I'll continue to work hard. 75 for maths next sems? Please. I want amaths.

2010-05-17T17:40:00.002+08:00

I breakdown tremendously today.

I've never break down like this before ever since i gotten my psle results. Here i'm breaking down again. But still, praise the lord for my maths results. I've got to blame myself for not checking again. Yet. I pass the maths exam. I realize all my hard work has definitely paid off. 66/100. It give no reason for teacher edison to stop teaching me. C: Sadly, i still fail my chinese. Is it god hinting me to give up on this subject and focus on the other subjects? Hcl, the language i love ultimately. I don't wish to give it up, but i got to make a choice. Give up? Or continue. Teacher suggest if my results is still like this, she is intending to transfer me over to the express class. No please. I just failed by 2.5 marks, and yes, it is just 2.5 marks, don't transfer me over. :( I work hard, i did work hard, but yet, i still failed the paper. Too difficult for me to cope with? No, i am not comparing with the others, i know my own standards. I should only compete with myself. God knows my strength, and so do i. I'm going to work harder, just to maintain on my hcl. Will i be able to make it? No more failing, but pass.

A sad day for me today, too many break downs. :( Strive harder next time, Josephine!

2010-05-16T17:15:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday PearlynC! (insert million hearts)

I rot my day today at home,

Woke up > Tv > Comp > Tv > Sleep > Tv > now :)

Laugh out loud. -_-

What a good day i've this sunday, grrrrrrr! :@

//SANDREA! Go church with me after your psle :/

I want go for services every weeeeek leh.~

School tomorrow! Happiness! ftw :D

Yihao mentioned i'm stupid -_- going to deal with him when he come granny house. :/

Tomorrow end school at 1.30 :C

No more early release! :(

Holidays are approaching! Double happiness.

CCA are resuming :(

(Pearlyn, look at tumblrlog okay?)

2010-05-16T00:48:00.002+08:00

Looking at the memories, looking at the facebook, everything just turns to the past. Time could be rewind? Just realized, after 061109, i freaking don't believe in ~~love~~ anymore. All that causes to him. Seriously, if i could see revenge, i would do it earlier, but God taught us to forgive and forget. Even after getting hurt tremendously. Laugh out loud. Just nice, we don't talk to each other anymore, saw your true colors, and a word to describe it is, "sucks". Been losing much friends lately. They just don't understand me, and i'm seriously tired of explaining things over and over it. Just let them have the mis conception, perhaps it is better? Huh? Alvaro, i know you don't read my blog anymore, but i really miss messaging you, and mentioning you in my blog always. Yep, you would always say, "mention me in your blog!". But now, :( We didn't even talked already, sadly. Everything like just happen only. :<Stephen! :( Lose another friend? Seriously, what is wrong with my friendship. Why cant they just understand me btter? Understand my plight? :( Hais! :< I don't want to lose you as a friend. Please? Perhaps everything is just fated this way? God has a plan for me.

2010-05-15T18:59:00.002+08:00

Tuition was seriously awesome today! :) Praise the lord. So yep, the main subject of today maths tuition has changed to, "The theory of Eeyore", lmao! Paper work > Break > Anime session? > Talk > Crap > Eeyore > Eeyore > Eeyore > Class Ended! Lmao. Song en is seriously crazy over eeyore. I bought my eeyore to tuition today (because it is kept in my school bag and i bought my school bag today), so i accidentally bring it out, and te started commenting! <: Zai, the comments was like, woah. Linked Eeyore with alot of stupid stuffs x.x Final destination & Eeyore version 4 :D Teacher Eeyore. Why Eeyore can be compressed? How does Eeyore the name come from? ._. Seriously, wtf. ! :> Szemin say she is scared by my science -_- Was talking about why eeyore can be compressed through science related stuffs! :) Laugh out loud. And crazy song en is still eeyoring at facebook, baka!

English tuition was alright though. Score the highest for the paper, and teacher gave me a small purse :> Like it very much, thanks! So yea, doing stuffs, and sentences? Conjuction? :D Everything ended around 5. Home sweet home after that. <: Read my lkh book, and seriously shocked by someone. _. Friends,? Not by heart, by name. Lmao! God, guide me through this difficulty, this friendship path. :(

2010-05-14T23:14:00.002+08:00

Super lazy to update this blog, sadly, no one views my blog & no one comment. Laugh out loud, just gonna post for my own sake. So today is awesome, praise the lord. Gladys } meet her up at jp around 11am, then mrt to vivo! (Y) Been long since i last went there, so walk around, finding forever 21 and my toy post! Found it, bought our things, and hungry already. Walked walked, then got one angmoh come talk to me, tell me to let her see my nails, do smlj things to it, then got bling bling, kns, will bling for 3 weeks leh, later teacher catch my nails how -,- nevermind, worst, she super gl sia, i don't want buy that thing she give me face. Super pekceh, just walked off.

Mrt to plaza sing, to eat lunch! Hungry die us. Eat eat, super full okeh, drink the f&n grape then full already, zai <: After that, walked around, went to catch plushes. Spend around $30 there just to catch 4plushes, plus that 4 plushes only cost us $5, the rest, never catch untill -.-'' But the uncle super kind okay, :) Only the regular customers there understand, laugh out loud. Aft that, comics connection! I saw a number of dbsk stuffs okay, poikia already. Then meet buyer, she very, bwg. After that walked around, then back to the plushes there! Hehe. Uncle super good, thanks alot. Sian sia, $2 for a camera, i didn't try it :( Jackpot leh! :@ Nevermind, i want my lomo camera can already x.x After that walk walk, then mrt to lot 1.

Saw a couple of people, give thoses faces only, see already then sian. Walked walked, went comics again, hehe. Got dbsk badge sia, then went wallet shop helped sister buy pencil box. I want a new wallet okeh!! Then to aries to buy pink hairband, pink is the sexyo (Y) Then walked walk, tired ttm, bused to tuition. Tuition was fun okeh!! Superb slack today, i just take out my phone, and sms people, hehe. Aiya, i study so hard for a week, let me rest okeh?? Then crap crap, they talked about ghost, i at there -_-" Don't dare go toilet, . Go eat shittt :( After that, talked somemore, talked untill idol =/ I take out my wallet, inside got dbsk picture ma, then show te, after that i kiss the pix -.-'' he then say me, lol! Typical fan girl! Haha. After that talked somemore, .__. Anyway, we superb gao xiao today lo. Keep talk, then talk untill reproductive system, i jitiao laugh, cannot control :) After that, tuition ended, home sweet home!

2010-05-13T23:07:00.002+08:00

Totally fall in love with this song after posting the post (the one below). It is a worship song by city harvest for the children church. (: I really feel like going back a young children, and experience how they worship, pray and bible study there. Seriously. I saw the children bible and i went wow. I want that bible. Interesting! & Anyway, my music is short, it is only 2min 4sec? Not really sure, but nah, its okay. <: & Just now, shanquan say he is going to the hospital, and whatever blood clot. Shit him, not sure if i should believe him or not, because he scam me once. But going to keep him in my prayers. & Life short, cherish the things you should, if not regretting it in the future. There no school tomorrow, mad great. Going out with Gladys, been long since i last went out with her o: Or rather meet her. Going to shop, and buying low kay hwa's book again, full collection already! & To thoses who own me my book, return it asap with GOOD conditions, if not, pay me back one. Sorry, i show no mercy. Laughs!

My blogging buds is back, i just can't stand blogging. Anyway, cute boy is asleep, so yea, good nights. :D Just for your information, i'm still remaining on my tumblr log! Just keep log in to mine, time and time! Hehe. #nowplaying - My life is your song. :> Been long since i've listened to this song! Anyway, Sandrea heartlover! Meet up one day okayy! & go church together :D Laughs. I'm seriously high right now, don't ask me why -_-" Lmao. Sister is still sick, going to keep her in prayer too! Hope she get well soon. :) Alright, off to tumblr log.

Dear father in heaven, i pray hard that my sister alicia would get well soon, in jesus name i pray, amen. // Prayers would not be useful if you do not believe in Jesus :)

2010-05-13T20:12:00.002+08:00

Did i even say i'm a Christian? I told everyone, im not fully a christian, and i've not converted. And i'll not convert because of some personal reasons. I told you i've got hell lots of bible at home? When did i bloody say that? I only say i've the one & only one at home, and i wanted to buy the new one. I did not attend church? You sure i did not attend church, seriously. Please do not assume things when it is not the fact. You're just going to blind yourself by that. I attend church, i learnt alot of things from pastor. And why should i announced it to the whole wide world? I don't even think there is a need for me to do so right? Seriously. No point arguing, let me tell you this, something that stays in my mind after pastor kong said it ONCE.

Since Jesus could forgive our sins by being crucified on the cross, as child of god, we should do the same too. Have the DNA of Jesus Christ.

So yep, i'm saying here, something that i've learnt, and i believe most of them in the world should learn too. No point arguing, it just make us feel worst. I would forgive you, and never to even blame you for this. But, just something for you to take note, please do not even assume things on your own. I didn't even mentioned that i'm a christian for holy sake. :) & I've learnt much more things from pastor more than you reading the Christianity book.

PS: Im not refering to you. But if you're guilty, you mind admit i'm talking about you.

PSS: No offence needed for this post, and this post is only dedicated if DID wrote about me :)

2010-05-13T19:55:00.002+08:00

Hello readers. :)

K, i think im losing my readers but yeah, its alright. I blog for myself, and i read for myself. Exams are over. I meant if i fail, i wil have no regrets, because i know i seriously studied very hard for this week of examinations. Yea, i didn't even study so hard for my psle. Even my tuition teacher say so (she was with me since p1). So yep. //

Happy birthday Mr Jana, Ms Wong, Yvonne Ng, Jiayi & Yanlu. (:

Sing birthday song for mr jana today, and ms wong was shy. Lmao.

I really don't know what to write, lose all my blogging buds. Laugh out loud. :)

Postman to heaven.

2010-05-02T18:17:00.004+08:00

It sunday today, and monday tomorrow. I'm gonna thanks god for the another extra day for tomorrow. Going out with sist, akiyo & jialing tomorrow i guess? To plaza sing, to buy lkh's book, k, i know i'm kinda crazy, i'm addicted to his book, and i'm gonna get all of them! Thanks dad for sponsoring this time round. Anyway, i spend my boring sunday watching tv till P came! Hehe, suppose to do art, but in the end we crap like no tomorrow! "I don't wanna Jenny to be involved" sobbing hard. How sad:( Lol, i love giraffe! She went back home around 6, and i came to computer, ._. Chatting with baka now, go eat shit please, he is 180cm, whereas i'm 161cm, go eat shit. Ass! :/ K, P scared of my aunty, cause she thought my aunty bad bad one. My aunty has tattoos! But no need scared, a trademark for our family, lol!

A hottest say this at twitter, "TVXQ is a trash, i believe 2pm can do much better than them in japan." Oh hello hottest, be proud, your name at my blog. Firstly, if tvxq is a trash, there wouldn't be any 2pm in kpop already. So stfu. And, you think it is so easy to be a famous person in a country? No, it is not! You should see the hard work they have put in. Once you see it, i believe you would just be shocked and stfu. Because, you never see the days they hurt their legs, the days where they have no voice, the days they have to suffer so much.. Believe me, tvxq has put up alot hard work to become so famous today. {No, i don't hate 2pm}.

Junsu went back korea already, oh baby baby rest well. Saw his pv, that is freaking hot, he took off a little and put back :( Aww, i wantt to see your arms, k, i sound pervert here, but nevermind, hehe! Elle magazine is in singapore already, should i get them? Haha. And bb is so lucky! She got a free ticket to zuno concert, and she went spazzing like no one business:( Super envy of her!

Saturday.

2010-05-01T12:13:00.003+08:00

Fcuk yeah, i posted and deleted the same post over and over again for 20 minutes already. Gosh, what the hell is wrong with me this few days, i get annoyed even with the slightest thing on earth. I get annoyed even with my sister doing homework, k, i know that is a stupid thing to do so. Z. Nothing seems to be pleasing me, wtf. Damm, the feeling is so *speechless. I want tuesday to approach quickly, so i could have a good h2h talk with P & tx. Everything is so different from being at school and being at home. Z. The loneliness in my heart isn't meant to be said out. Oh fuck yea, i feel so guilty now, i actually hate her* alot because she changed, and right now, i saw it, i'm superb touched. Thanks anyway.

Justice, is it even in my dictionary? Does the world even have them? -.-'' Ohfuckyeah.

哇劳...为什么人都一个样的!!!只会去想别人做错的事,为什么不去想自己对人又是怎样...也许伤害到你,可是可能我们只是玩玩而已嘛...有必要这样吗!过份咯!

一个玩笑结果带来不愉快!妈的!那你活在世界上还有快乐咩!我也是人,也会有抱怨!可

是摆脱!讲话经大脑可以吗!我的玩笑如果会伤害到你,那你没经大脑所讲出来的话就不会伤害到其他人啦?请想想...你会抱怨别人,别人就不会抱怨你咩?

第一个朋友:我是为你好诶!没想到你却给我这种反应...咳... 第二个朋友:u dont like i call u that nickname isit? maybe i m too guo fen le! sry if u not happy! we still friends rite? maybe we become not so close like the past but i wont ask 2 much..still friends jiu hao le...==''

What the fuck is this man? I am seeking justice right now, don't blame me for writing all this.

Just like what P written on her facebook,

妈的,自己做错事还怪到别人头上?! 你爸妈是怎么教你的? 需要我来教一教吗? 比较起来,我比你好多了. FUCK OFF BITCH _|_

Oh yeah, hello bitch? Somehow, i'm seriously wondering if the word bitch suits you anot? Because at least a bitch still listens to its owner, but do you even listen to your owner? O; Omfg! You know, at first when i saw the above one, (english one), i thought you're really sorry about it, but as i looked down, guess what fucking things i saw? All those fcuking nonsense. Please. You're the one at fault, and now scolding me having no sense of humour? How can you be such a bitch? I think a bitch doesn't even fits you now. -.-'' Oh please. You say you're joking? Joking till the whole 2v8 calls me an elephant? Joking till the whole cliques (Jw, we, j, po) also called me an elephant? A joke for 2 years, you think it is a joke, have you ever thought how much it had hurts me? I bet you doesn't know it? The days, where i cry so fcuking much, why is that so? Sometimes, i just cried in the toilet at school, and no one cares. Even ask. Oh bitch, oh bitch. Fcuk you bitch. When you're in wrong, you expect us to say sorry too. -.-'' And when we're in wrong, you cry and annouced it to the whole wide world, making us the bad people here. Oh fcukers. All thoses guys who love her once, you guys are seriously bull shits. All those sec 5 who helped her once, you guys are another bull shits. Can't you even see her real personailty? She is a bitch, a bitch that flirt. Oh fuck, i'm speechless, nor do i wished to go on. my heart ache. i cry, fuck you.

Paradise .

2010-04-30T20:32:00.000+08:00

I wished i'm the image engrave in your mind forever .

Cross country today, meaning, more time for me to sleep! But early in the morning, my body auto woke me up, and i sat there doing nothing but day dreaming! Called my sister to wake up for school and off to sleep again. Arnd 8am, my phone is spam with calls & message. Haha! P early in the morning call me, just to wake me up. How sweet! Thanks! Then then, Yh also, :D Haha, i'm so happy ;/ Oh ya, thanks to Jj too, he spam me with messages to wake me up, woah! Woke up at 8.30am, and quickly prepared ;/ Meeting P & tx at 8.45am, but in the end, i late, reached gp around 9plus? E-learning started, and i'm busy messaging my classmates to inform them about MrHe's message.

Went P house, and did ~~e-learning~~, k, i'm mainly crapping & using her computer. But in the end, she snatched the computer to do something (fail to did it in the end) and talk to Yh :(( Haha. Then then, lazy do elearning, so we started watching the dvd that we've bought together. "Dead slience", k, a horror movie, and i'm still freaking scared right now. Message Baka, and that stupid! Keep laughing at me -.-'' Grr, i swear i'm not going to watch horror movie alone or with friends at the cinema, it will freak me out! And P shouted, make me so scared also :( Her maid is so nice to cook for us, thanks alot! Hehe, then eat le, go jurong point collect Pig's birthday present! I hope she love it, because i really love it, lol! Walked around with the big fat plastic bag! Lucky to chance upon her at jp too, passed her her present :D Walked around jp, and nothing to walk already, msg Yh :)) Then saw Leon & went to jap garden together with him, P & Tx! In the bus, chanced upon Hy & G. Talk talk, and it took us a long long long way to reached jap garden, leg pain:(

Reached there, saw a couple of friends, Yh too :D Kk, slacked slacked, then go toilet change to Pe short -.-'' After that, walk around, and then, erm, going start soon? Water parade, & i swear, this would be the last time i'm drinking new water, it is disgusting, gosh. Lala,! Nothing to say, then start the race already. Wanted to see Yh run, but never:( How sad, lol! Supported some friends. Haha! Then off to the fun walk/jog with P & Tx. Walked together, then Cindy come joined us, gossip gossip. xD. Walk like 20min plus lor -.-'' Super long leh, plus leg super pain, haha! Finally end the jog & walk already -.-'' Went back, sweating like hell. Thanks H for buying me 100plus and the ice milo, lol :D Slacked slacked, talk talk with friends. Lala, kinda boring, but end already, went home. :D At the cg interchange, Yh say byebye to me leh! LOL. K ._. i very zzz here. Haha! Home with tx since P's mother came to fetch her. Home sweet home after that, msning with Yh now, lol, i'm so happy & high. :))

Cried alot just now, haha. Just see my facebook and you'll know :D

Lastly, happy birthday pig once again.

Happy Birthday! :)

2010-04-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday to Jacelyn.TSY! <3

Hello Pig! :') It is 12am already.

It has been 1 year plus since i know you, and to be frank, i really miss the secondary 2 you, and the secondary 1 me, because we always hang out together. I still remember so clearly, during the netball training in june holidays, we've the cip in the afternoon that time. I was sick, and unable to train, i kept vomiting, and during the lunch break(?) You went to buy for me barley to drink, and sandwiches, thanks alot. I really apperciate the time you know! I was like, "Omg, this is the first time someone helps me like that." How warming, how much you're to me. :') I admit this year, we' drfited, ;/ haha, you stick to Jaslyn & Yinyin more. Aiya, i don't know what i'm talking about. Anyway, 15 years old already, omg, why you so old already huh? :D Haha! Taking o'level chinese this year right, jiayous okay, get a a1 for me, lol, why for me? Should be for yourself. Take care of yourself too, don't fall sick easily okay! If not, i call Jaslyn buy tons of water for you as your birthday present hor. Lol. Haha! K, i don't know what to say already.. =/ See i so good, stay up so late just to wish you happy birthday leh, must be touched hor, haha! Alrights alrights, no more crap. Just to say, it is my fortune to know you as a friend, then as a best senior, then as a pig! You hold a place in my heart okay! :) Just to let you know, i'll be here always for you, we are just 8number digits away only. Lastly, Iloveyou & happybirthday! :D

[& I won't tell you what is out of stock, since it is meant to be a secret, :p a untold secret!]

[&& Ohya, good luck for your cross country tomorrow, woots!]

Bonston.

2010-04-29T18:17:00.000+08:00

Define me the meaning of abc, i love you.

Happy Birthday C.Yilun & L.JingRi :D

(insert a happy smile face here), ~~don't~~ know you guys well, so forget it, i'm just plain lazy to start off with a birthday wish, pardon me for that. =/ don't kill me for this.

Art lesson, teacher wasn't here today, and so, yeah, i bet more and more people hate me now right? Actually, i don't really care. I seriously don't understand why the hell are you so angry with me, when that is my duty eh. In school, you trying to be the big sister, but at class, i holds a bigger position than you, and i could scold you. So when i give you a warning, heed it, instead of disobeying it, i swear i would make your life go up and down if its continue.

After school, went to jurong point with P. And chatted about some stuffs. You know, girls have the genes, to gossip. Slack our time away at ljs, and gossip for such a long time. Yea, chanced upon some primary school mates like C, B, Mk, Hr & Sc. o; Didn't really talk to them much except Mk & Hr. They are like stalking every where we go. Mad tired after walking a few rounds around jp, and it is like our daily routine, ever since we decided not to slack at school. Was super bored and decided to went home, home sweet home. P has been trying hard to presuade me to have a new msn, so yeah, here it is, i.lovegiraff-e@hotmail.com, lol, it has a meaning behind it, no one knows it except P. :')

Anyway, Yh is so sweet la. And thanks P alot alot! Love you to the max. She actually helped me to "confront" Gs and yh, and told them how sad i'm being call elephant and etc. And yh was so sweet that he asked, "huh? why she cry, how long did she cry." k, i'm so touched by his words. Woots. Cross country tomorrow, and elearning day, i feel likeee not going for it, aww:( So bloody tired, shall just walk and slack and gossip with table mates & P. ;D

2010-04-28T16:29:00.000+08:00

Oh my pretty pretty boy, i miss you. :p

Happpy Birthdayy Jianwei!

Hello senior, :') know you for erm, 4 years already! o; Long isn't it? Hehe, thanks for thoses advices you gave me, the encouragement, and etc. Nice friend, nice senior. Happy birthday!:D

Love hmt lessons to the max today. But i was shaking the whole presentation that i've. Wow. My hand is trembling, and i gotta stop my hand from trembling): How sad. First time ever. Gosh. Anyway, super happy with it, because (ahem), a secret that can't be told. ;') And i think teacher gonna be mistaken that i like Yh because P shouted, "Look at Yh then won't nervous le!" during my presentation, and teacher look at me like o.o. Lol.

After school, went to mac with P. Lol, some people keep saying wanna go, in the end back out. Laugh out loud. Go mac slack, and saw R, C & lots more. o; Beside us got one super bwg de people. Then then, pps people playing at the playground (in mac), then the manager come say, "This is for kids, you are already in primary school", both P & I laugh till stomach ache. Home sweet home at around 3plus? Early, i know, reached home, and it rain. o;

Currently reading the series of A house of night novel, superb nice, introduced them to P, and she wanted to buy the book! Haha, reading "Untamed" now, :') Wl went to buy the whole series you know,? It cost a bomb ;/ but i don't think it is more worth it than lkh's book. So i'm going to buy P some part of the series, and save $ to buy the whole series of lkh's books. I'm more interested in reading books now, then buying albums, ): And Mr he saw cassiopeia (the stars) when he is at his honeymoon, how nice, how sweet.

Thanks for the memories,

2010-04-27T18:02:00.000+08:00

If time could be rewinded, i wished i hadn't know you before. :>

Happy Birthday H.GuoShun! (insert hearts)

Helloooo! You've just transfer to our school not long ago, and surprisingly, we're kinda good friends already. Yep, though i dislike you at times, ._. Anyway, it is a pleasure knowing you and Yaohui too! Sorry that i didn't wished you happy birthday at school today, but happy birthday eh. Haha, god bless you, and take good care of my sister :D

School was alright, i'm going to keep my mouth shut during both lessons already.

I guess it is predicted, i shall spend my time reading storybook on both lessons.

I seriously hate that lesson, though i love the language alot, -.-'' I hope i could still score well.

As for science, i'll talk less, or rather don't talk, and score well for it, -.-''

Woah, and lastly, i flunked my hmt paper, 16half/50, power isn't it? God bless me, :)

If i continue to fail, i'm going to go down to express mt already, so, yea, buck up Josephine.

Paper 1 is just next friday, and i've not even start on my revision, what to do? :(

Shall mia from next week onwards, till exams are over? If possible, i really gonna to work hard.

Don't tempt me to use the computer please :(:( i must score well for mid year, it is a must.

After school, central with tx & pearl. Pasar malam there is nice. Then jurongpoint with them. Tx was totally angry with some rvhs people. Lol, bought something for Pig, shared cost with Pearl =/ hope she like it, i meant, she will like it, hehe. Chanced upon Krysen & her friend, woah. Tx hate them too, actually i don't quite like them too. Lol, i love the way tx say about them, totally cool only. Woot, and i chanced upon a Cassiopeia at popular, how cool? :)

Tonight i celebrate my love,

2010-04-26T20:25:00.000+08:00

Ever since i got addicted to this phrase, i've never shed a tear for anyone, :)

I live for myself, not for others, no point shedding stupid tears for them, not worth it.

I guess God has been protecting me well, treating me well, making my life as beautiful as it is from the others, never the less, i receive alot of love from God. God make my life beautiful, he taught me how to stay strong, he taught me the right from the wrong, he taught me everything that are close to perfect. The reason i'm not yet perfect is because i'm not God, but i'm god's child, thus it makes me near to perfect. Amen.

Why does everyone love to comment on people. I admit i do comment too, i admit that. But why? God create us into this world is not to create riots, yet, .. Sighs. Believe me, i'll try, my very best not to scold anymore vulgarities. :/ I believe i can, as i should believe in myself. I know i'm fat, but that is what God wanted me to be. I shouldn't be upset that i'm fat, and still have lots of baby fats on me, i know i shouldn't. But i can't help to feel sad at times. Some "Friends" of mine are very "kind", keep on telling me i'm not fat, but in the other hand, they use other stuffs to say i'm fat, how kind. You told me, i'm fat, i try to keep on diet. You told me my legs are as rough as an elephant, i went to ran every night. You told me my face isn't as beautiful as yours because of my pimple, i went to buy pimple cream and apply it everynight, and today, i thought of it, why should i change myself to please you? I live for myself, and not for you, :') I admit i still get sad over comments like this, but i'm going to stay strong, no shedding of any more tears to useless bums, Josephine.

Actually, i really love to thanks PearlynC &Tzuxin. Untill now, they are seriously a good friend for me, especially Pearlyn. She was with me the longest, yea, ever since i get into secondary school. She is there for me as always. She gossip with me, she share my feelings and etc. She never been commenting me before, and i admit i've treat her badly at times. :( I'm sorry for that, Pearl. You know i didn't meant that. Seriously, i've to admit, she is really a good observer, up till now, i guess she is the only secondary school friend who can sense i'm sensitive. Say anything you like, and you'll see my reaction. Thanks alot, bestie, luv you :* Tzuxin is another one, helping me out when people mention how fat i'm, scold me, and attitude me, she never fails to cheer my day up :) Tzuxin ah, got problem can tell me one okay, don't keep things to yourself, hehe, last long, and luv you too :*

Lol, mac with Tzuxin, Pearl & StanleyY. Lol, we're seriously laughing our ass off :D

Yea, i love today at mac, :") Because it seriously rocks, weet.

Fall

2010-04-24T17:47:00.000+08:00

I know i'm fat, i need no comments. :')

Pixture taken on Uncle's wedding, see the woman in flower? Behind her, the blue one is my uncle. Anyway, the woman is my aunt. She is pretty pretty. Yea, ha ha, anyway i love my ring necklace, but i not sure where it has gone to already, wtf. Z. This pixture is taken on their ROM in the morning.

Lol, my uncle very handsome, ha ha. Alot of my family members are using facebook and twitter now, what the, and they are adding me and following me, i hate it hell lots. Grr, i twit, then later they comment on the language iam using and etc. Hell, it is just like hell. Lol, my uncle joined facebook, and i add him, weet. Morning was such a bitch. Dad forgotten to gave me my pocket money and aunts are bitching. In the end, i'm starving and thanks grandpa for the nicely cooked curry chicken! He woke up at 5am to cook it, and bring from m'sia to singapore for me eat. Yum, thanks. Tuition was wtf. Maths - test, lol. I only do 5 questions out of a whole booklet. And haha, i slack, day dream and do Mr He's homework, more motivated to do he's homework. He should be happy about it, lol. English tuition, relief teacher, if i'm not wrong, the relief teacher that came to relief today class is from my school! What the hell, super familiar, did test also, k, motivated to do english test ;p it is more fun, then end of tuition le, i saw OUR school boy, the one from badminton, he come to "fetch" the teacher, so i guess my guess is correct. It is raining, bitch bitch, don't want talk about it anymore, home :'o

Tomorrow plaza singapura with pig, gonna buy lkh's book, hehe, should i buy best selection? lol, will heartpain one leh, anyway i know what to get for pig already, shall save asap, and buy it asap ;p he he, or maybe friday go buy with pearlyn & tx le then go cc. :0

Hongster, bitches.

2010-04-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

Screw my fringe, but i love my cousins to the max. :')

Today was just a four period day, which i totally love to the max. Yes, finally, it marks the start of the weekends. Geography period was wow, i did my work, i listened in class, i even yearn for more geog, isn't that fantastic? Lol, Mr Tan, If you're reading this, you should be happy about it. Weet. Science was in the computer lab, nice one. ~~Cliques~~ was split up already. Yinyin + Jaslyn + PearlynO. Me + Tzuxin + PearlynC. Nice one, sit with Tx, H & R. I keep laughing, thanks to them. Screw the recess, i'm gonna eat lesser already. Maths was awesome, i love maths. Finally, HCL, learn about singapore's history and how the pledge came about. Kinda nice, i'll look up more information for that later on, i guess.

After school, super z. Yea, i admit i'm fat. Super fat. But do you really need to call me an elephant all the time? Please, you're so straight forward, my feelings leh? Do you even care for it? It has been 2 years since you called me this, i endure it, and finally, i really can't take it. Don't make me bloody scold you like a bitch one day. I swear you wouldn't like it. Off to jp with Tx & Pc. Love them to the max please. Shopped around like retard, i swear. Wanted to buy Lkh's book, but could not find it. Wondering if i should buy my best selection 2010, i'm afraid i'll regret it. How? What to do? Lol, crap and etc, then lunched at ljs. Hate some bitches there. Lol, skirt like mini skirt, i love the way tx scold them. Haha, went into alot of cd shops, bought 2 cd, gonna watch it with them on e-learning day. Shopped around and crap. Went in harris for the second time, i'm glad we went in. Saw a mad chio ear piece and we bought it together, yay, pink ftw.

Tuition was (speechless), i'm getting moodless because tomorrow marks 2 test paper. English and maths. Don't feel like doing maths though, it feel so stress up, because it is high school standard paper. Yes, i'm a noob. Z. Emo/quiet all the way till somehow TE "Cheer" me up with his "jokes" and etc. Lol, still quiet, because i detest the mention of tomorrow. I hope it never comes, will it? Z. Home sweet home at around 9. Jarod is hell funny. Haha. K, i'shall end off now.

The love.

2010-04-22T19:15:00.000+08:00

"bitches never dies, hongster die long time ago."
I totally love this phrase okay, perhaps someone use before, but i think it out myself. So don't go around taking credit for this phrase please. School is just a bitch, i go there everyday waiting for the time to pass. Hear that ce teacher had a accident, omg, takecare, and be careful next time. Tammy still isn't back to school today, hope she is fine, drink more water girl. Mother tongue was such a z. It is much more difficult than what mr goh set for us last time, i think i'll be failing or just pass. Gotta work really hard. K, i skipped cca today, and went home. Baka is cute, sms him till i fell asleep, nice one. Woke up and here i'm. Some pig birthday is coming, why doesn't she have a wish list. Idk what to buy la. K, i'm bored. But i'm just idk what, should i mia? Should i take out my tagboard? Swee, everything will just be a blank blog sooner. :')
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Damm it, why do i have such cute friends. Lol. I love the facts that my friends are still around for me, especially primary school friends, plus some secondary school friends. Was totally surprise by Youzhong's message today. I mean, he quitted my tuition centre long time ago, and it is very hard to get in touch with him, especially when i lost his number. x.x Me, Him, Jeromet & Szemin used to be very good friends, yay, and we're still bff till now. :) Lmaozx. Anyway, in my centre, we're very childish, we had our own primary 6 catching, lol. Ftw. He messaged me and tell me he wanted to meet us this sat, cause he miss us lots! I agree immediately because i too, then he tell me, he wanted to meet us for playing p6 catching, i immediately laugh till stomach ache, childish! =/ Haven't grow up, lol.
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I know i love you before i met you.

School rules.

2010-04-21T17:56:00.000+08:00

School seriously sucks big time this few days, dm is always aiming 2 serve, -.-'' I mean, we are like so good this few days, yet he keep aiming us. Too free uh? Anyway, yet another day of "dentention", the whole sec 2, how fun eh. Thanks to those cowards, please, cowards, you dare to say, but don't dare to admit it, cowards, you're a coward seriously. You should name yourself cowards instead of the name you're having now. Lsa on anger talk today. I think it doesn't apply only on students, but teachers too! I mean, they are anger with us, they will shout scold blah blah, please,? Does that even help us in getting better? No it isn't going to be, worst, we're going to be much more defiance towards you. Some school, they let them have coloured socks and everything, in the end, the students listened to them. Z, school, sucks, should, have, get, the, correct, school, last, time.!

Dm caught Yinyin coloured hair today, i lmao, colour hair? You sure it is coloured hair? Oh for god's sake, it is natural hair! Get your facts right before scolding, and blabbering away. You scolded her, yet, whats is the good point?! Nothing, you make us hate you more. Worst, you're a dm, you need to get your facts right before scolding us. I can't believe teachers this few days are so unreasonable. Please, she even asked her mum to come, yet you don't believe? Haha. Teachers this few days are just too free, anyhow catch people, -.-'' Does having thoses stuffs affect our studies? NO. I mean, if it is affecting, perhaps we should really stop doing that, BUT IT IS NOT AFFECTING. You're stupid, thats it, no matter how hard you study, you can't get it right eh, no offence. So ya, school rules are just z, its making people more and more defiance over the school.
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Hell bored, jp with Pearlyn today, and i saw dbsk's best selection 2010 at jp popular. Anyone want to buy for me? It cost $29 only :) Hehe, i will love you lots. Obviously i want it asap, i hope it doesn't get out of stock, T_T Shopped around and etc, chanced upon Junhao, feel so awkward. And saw Hongyue senior too, weet. (Y) His hair style is like omg, but still handsome guy there. Lol, see him, i miss andyljj. Lol, when can i see him? Haha. Home and gonna study soon, i WILL PROVE TO THE TEACHERS AND DM THAT, EVEN WITH ANKLE SOCKS, COLOURED SOCKS, LONG FINGER NAILS, LONG FRINGE, and etc, i still can score well in my mye :) So, good luck to me, gambatte to everyone too, i'm sick of blogging. More updates will be at twitter, follow me okay.

Seasons in the sun,

2010-04-20T20:31:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Nicholas ! :D
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Hello Mr boy, you're grown alot don't know? I bet you aren't the old Nicholas anymore, the old immature one, the old childish one always wanting for a fight. Because, you've recieve Christ. Believe it or not, you've change to someone special. :') Used to "fight" with you always, but we totally change right? Hehe, though i miss the old primary school you. Anyway, it is such a surprise that you're in w320 too. Hehe, happy birthday once again, and god bless you. Don't forget, you've us behind you, not forgetting Jesus too. W320 love you, remember it. :>
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It is such a mad laughter day today at school. Totally love how we spam about bitches at my facebook, and at a book totally about her, yea, right. She is a bitch. Omg, she scold me female dog, should i cry over it? Sobs. I mean, the truth will revealed soon, i believe. She mentioned this today, "Hey female dog, do not touch my man, scram off from our lives. Shooo~" I feel like laughing, at that moment, i didn't know what i'm talking, but Ira told me, i just shouted out, "Eh, Harith your man?" Lol, i totally feel like rolling on the floor now. She has lots of haters, you "why". Retribution will face you soon.
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I've no idea what to write, getting more and more lazy to blog this few days, perhaps because of the long projects i have. And the homeworks i've. Pathetic life, Mr he chose me to be the cyber wellness ambassador, yay, its great. I don't feel like writing how pathetic my every day school life is, because it will just give you sleeping pills. Anyway, the main purpose here is to dedicate a post for Nic! Hehe, ilovehim, Jesus love him, W320 love him too! Alright, i miss you Sandrea.

Horoscope.

2010-04-18T02:33:00.000+08:00

Curious, Flexible & Affectionate

Versatility is a great keyword for you. Expressive and quick-witted, you present two distinctive sides to your personality. You can never be sure with which one you're going to come face-to-face. On one hand, you can be outgoing, flirtatious, communicative, and ready for fun, fun, fun. Yet when the other part of you is present, you can find yourself contemplative, serious, restless, and even indecisive. Both sides of you are able to adapt to life's circumstances well, making you a wonderful person to know. Things are never boring when you’re on the scene. Favorable Colors: Green Key Body Part: Arms, Shoulders, Lungs Lucky Gem: Agate Strengths: Curiosity, ability to share ideas, adaptable, affectionate, kind. Weaknesses: Scattering energy in too many places at once, fickle in love, nervous, short attention span. Charismatic marks: Expressive eyes, quick, bright, often small-boned, refined features. Likes: Music, magazines, books, music, blogs, chats with nearly anyone, short trips around town. Dislikes: Repetition and routine, being alone, being confined. Best environment: Any busy neighborhood, places where people gather to gossip, bookstores, museums.

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I believe in horoscope, and i believe in karma.
I believe that you do wrong things, the karma will get you.
"You reap what you sow".
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I've a list of cravings now. And my birthday aren't approaching, any kind souls want to buy them for me before my birthday? Lol. I wonder what will happen this year of my birthday. Celebrate it alone? No, i won't celebrate it with my family, they won't have time for me. Celebrate it with Youzhong, Jerome Tan & Szemin? Celebrate it with usual of 5-1? Celebrate it with Cliques (perhaps that is impossible, because none remember my birthday. <:), whatever, my birthday is still so far away. :'( I want it to come asap, i want my birthday present, lol. K, i miss Youzhong, that silly fellow! Been long since i last contacted him, i lost his number :( And he didn't bother to reply me on facebook, how?! Grr, gonna take his number from jerome tan. Hehe.
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I want Dbsk's best selection 2010, Break out album, Stop the time album, Bi Rain's newest album (the one with Love song), J Rich newest album (the one which ft Yunho), Cube/zinc school bag, Dbsk's photo diary, "heaven postman" novel, An an magazine, Pinky sweets, & alot more. Wakaka, Xiehuirong i know you read my blog, now you know what i want right? Quick, buy for me, oh ya, you still own me a itouch, i neber forget okay, don't de-ny wittt me or, you'll be dead , Kidding. I want a itouch :( how much will it cost? lol.
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Iie feel lyk p0stinq iin a twitt manner riqht n0w. Iie bu zhi dao pe0ple h0w survivve by twittinq lehhy, qort so fun bo? Iie twit untill sibeii jiialat siah, because iie d0n't kn0w h0w tuhh twit well. C0me teach me larhh twit-ters. Retarrdedd, siahh larh, iie reallie dunn0 h0w tuhh twit pr0berly sia, q0shz. Iie feel lyk a failure here twittinq retardedly.!
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Okay, shall not play anymore, not fun at all one. No offence to my friend who twit.
lol, xiehuirong brother own me a itouch, yay, he can't deny it now.

Teenagers.

2010-04-17T23:23:00.000+08:00

Thanks for the memories - Fall Out Boys.
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Listening to this song, and i've a very familiar feeling. I just remember, this was one of the very popular songs that we listened in fiveone. Remember every morning assembly, we're busy talking about songs rather then listening to the teachers talking. I somehow missed the days. Because sec school are totally different from what it is in primary school. It is just another 5 more minute to an old uncle birthday. That freaking ass seldom cam whore, it is hard just to find a single picture of his. Yea, the main purpose is, call him go eat shit, laugh out loud.

(Fine, it is 12am now, shall do a dedication before proceeding to my post.)

Happy Birthday Stanley Cwl'Ah Gong! (;
Its 12am already. I know you would be surprise that i still remember your birthday, nahs, that is a joke, i remember your birthday every year okay! Anyway, happy birthday. You're one year older already, i know you are a spoil brat at home, but, yea, learn to do things yourself okay. You never fails to make people around you laugh, but when you guai lan back, you're seriously very guai lan. Laugh out loud. I still remember how you can be so "zhi xin" to one girl, never fail to make her laugh and etc. But it seems like you've changed. Just want you to be back to the old Stanley that we know. The guai lan but at the same time, cool, and joke-ly you. Miss you tons, and lastly, happy birthday alrights. Mr, Grandfather. You're very old already.
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Didn't post yesterday. Was extremely tired that i fell asleep immediately after laying on the sofa. Laugh out loud. Totally love that friday, because we only have one period of lessons. I meant, the others are all slack. Ce teacher didn't came, so slack. Pe was slack. And fuck it, my standing board jump totally cmi. Guess what? 140cm. Fuck it very much. The whole class girls fail, except one or two. I still can do untill 170 when i'm in primary school. I still can do untill 165cm when i'm sec 1, and wtf, it is 140cm now, i bloody took an "e" for it, and i just passed it by 2 cm. Fuck you sbj. Geog teacher didn't came, so slack. And lastly, maths, MrKat lessons. He like keep aim me like that, wtf. People want go toilet, he doesn't allow! Then Dw & (bitch) wanted to go toilet, he allow sia, wtfbbq! Pissed off, hate it so much la. I don't bother listening in his class, that is oh so boring! La, lucky Mr He is back on monday, like good only. I hate maths, i officially declared. I'll love back maths, when Mr He is back, lol.

Today was i have no words to explain it. It don't feel awesome, it don't feel sad, it don't feel fantastic. I wanted to go west wood carnival, but gave it a miss in the end because it clash on my tuition timing, wtf. I wanted to see some friends there you know. Bring my maid down with me to buy breakfast, so she would know where to buy next time. Chanced upon Esther, Eric, Jared. I think, saw their backs. Lol. Home, and prepared for tuition. I hate maths, yes, did a test paper today, and guess what, it is so unlike me today. I'm so fucking quiet, and so emo during the whole tuition. I gave defiance, telling how much i hate maths, telling that i totally have no idea how to do it and etc. I seriously forget everything, you give me a paper, it is blank in my mind. Fuck it. So TE was trying hard to teach me the whole maths, but nothing got in my mind. It is not that i've forgotten how to do it, it is just, i don't know, sudden blank mind. I was extremely rude today, sorry Jerome tan if i hurt you. Grr, that is so not like me! English tuition was okay, most of the time, i'm emo away in one corner too.

After tuition, headed to jp with Sister. She wanted to buy some pens and stuff. In the end, we only managed to buy my straight cuts fbt. Lol. Home, and meet usual (Shanquan, Mingker, Akiyo, Chongsing, Weisheng & Minghan) down stair my house. Saw the westwood guy over that, fuck shanquan! He go tell people i mention he is hot, but seriously, he is only hot in sweats. Wtf, anyhow only lah him, fuck you. Got sibei pekcek with Sq, he damm fucking pervert. Dunno why, now, he got close to me, i shout and run away. Lol, volleyball awhile and joke with Mingker & Akiyo. Lhw balls, i bet none of us forgotten it. Anyway, mk know my online friend, nah, i just stalk her blog. Lol! Have fun chatting with them, class outing soon eh. Misses you guys. Home sweet home, and fell asleep! Gosh, woke up, tv and blog.

Have a small tiff with him for the past few days, and we didn't talk after that. K, i feel really sad. I mean, baka, i didn't meant it when i curse you to fail your n. I didn't meant it when i say i don't want to meet you anymore. I didn't meant thoses things. I know you take them to heart, and i know i'm such a bad girl cursing you. But, i just say it out of fun, i didn't know you're in bad mood that day, because whenever you're in bad mood, you still joke with me, and treat is as you're in good mood just to not let me sad. Sorry for the whole thing, i miss you tons, and i want to meet you. I miss chatting with you on phone, i miss messaging you. I don't want us to drift, you understand? It has been days, i just feel like messaging you now.. Imy alot.
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I found out that i drifted with lots of friends. We could be so close suddenly, and so far apart later. Whatever, i just realized, the one i'm close to in the past, turn out to be my best friends close friends now, i mean, i hate it. Friends are stealing my friends. Fuck you, plus, some of my friends added my other friends when they doesn't know each other. I hate it. I won't be back close to you anymore, i mean seriously. Don't blame me, its not my fault, i'm born this way. I love who i'm, i could lose all my friends, i don't care. I've my own principals. Cliques, are just in words, laugh out loud, we don't meant in heart.

You know you're from Corporation ..

2010-04-15T21:29:00.000+08:00

Saw the group, "You know you're from Pioneer when.." feel it is so interesting, and my mind just kept thinking about Corporation. I live my 6years there, it holds much more memories.
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You know you're from Corporation when ..
1. You remember there is a rule that, Girls - raising the national flag & Boys - raising the school flag.
2. You remember that, on every wednesday, it is mother tongue day. Mother tongue pledge.
3. You remember hearing Mr Lau shouts at some people daily.
4. You remember Mrs Kwek always mention that Chinese chess groups are always late for morning assembly, because they had a practice in the morning.
5. You remember that if you're taught by Ms Santhana, her pet phrase will be, "Don't make me go there and slap you."
6. You remember the morning bell will wake everyone up, because it is directly above your head.
7. You remember that the stall 1 sells nice and sweet 20 cents drink.
8. You remember that boys will always play soccer during recess and get scolded by Ms Santhana after recess because of the sweat.
9. You remember the famous Corporation idol, "Carol & Gico."
10. You remember your legs getting numb because of all the morning talks.
11. You remember that lower primary doesn't have the chance to watch the national day performance because of their sport day.
12. You remember hearing some rumours of the girls toilets.
13. You remember hearing Ms Lee's scream daily.
14. You remember that chinese chess is always the cca that normally do the school proud, because every morning, "Yesterday.. the chinese chess team went for a competition..."
15. You remember reaching school early in the morning, just to gather and start copying homeworks.
16. You remember there is a eco pond that makes alot of people trip into it.
17. You remember sawing some birds helping us to clean the table with their shits.
18. If you're from my batch, you remember hearing her running because it is god damm loud, and her nickname is kk.
19. You remember hearing the microphone from all levels.
20. You remember we had awesome principals.
21. You remember that Mass JOG are meant to be mass WALK.
22. You remember that we've our own butterfly garden.

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Lmao, i can only think untill here, so funny lah! No offenses to some. K, totally miss Cps.

Stop the time.

2010-04-15T20:28:00.000+08:00

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He look so bloody hot right here. Don't you think Leader sshi is prettier than the girl right there? How i wished the girl was Jaejoong, it would be perfect. This mv is near to perfect, but not yet perfect. Wait till, Jaejoong is ft in too. It would be 100% perfect, Mum & Dad. I pray for this love to be true, baby.

School was sickening, i really doesn't have any interest in going school, like z? Lifeless. Damm the school rules, damm this and that. I just can't wait for the bell to rang for my dismissal. Been going home super early this few days. Just can't stand waiting in school. Lmao. Science was sleeping. English was sleeping & articling. Mother tongue had oral. Nervous like z? Maths was hell bored, i hate mr kat lessons, i want MrHe to be back asap. Thanks god, he is back next week, i really detest Mr Kat lessons, i don't find it interesting, he just forbids me to go toilet, z? Please, it is long way after my recess, and he doesn't allow me to go toilet? Still say i sit like zz. Art was okay. Geog, read this carefully, First time ever, i PASS my geog test. 10 half/15. Don't really feel happy, but, whatever. Geog lesson is interesting. Talking to Jas, untill Mr Subash came in. Didn't know he was in the class, untill i turn over, he scolded us for not greeting him. And detention. Supa cool. Greet him, tons of times. He even use Mr Glover & Tan to test us.

Subash : *This is the centre of your class room".
*Walk in*
Class : *Stand up asap* Good afternoon mr subash.
Subash : You guys sounds sleepy, i'm sleeping soon, again!
*Walk in*
Class : Good after----noon! Mr subash.
Subash : *Look look* Turn around.
Class : *huh?!*
Subash : Quick! 180 degree!
*Saw Mr Glover*
Class : Good afternoon Mr Glover!
Subash : Sit down.
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*Subash & Mr Tan talking...*
Mr Tan : *Walk past us.*
Class : *Don't know is a test or what, look at him*
Mr Tan : *Whisper* Quick stand up!!
Class : *Orh!!* Good afternoon Mr Tan!
Subash : *Impress*
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Subash : *Look around* *A teacher walk past*
Classs : *Look at him* *never greet teacher*
Subash : Why never greet him? You don't know him isit?
Class : *Shake heads*
Subash : Okay nevermind! (Damm cute & sweet)
Subash : (Blah blah blah) *Moving his hand & clapping back and front*
Class Dismiss, thank you 2v7.
Class : Thank you Mr Subash & have a ... mar ..
Subash : *Stun, stop clapping & move, stand straight loook at us damm cutely.*
Class : Marvelous day !
Subash : *Sweet smile* Okay, take your bag and dismiss.

Our dm is super cute! Lol, after school, went to jurongpoint and eat, buy things and walk, and shop, and lalala with PearlynO. Saw till Jialing & Shiying, walk with them after that. They trying to stalk a guy, wtf. Shiying is hua chi-ing! I rather she hua chi over minghan. Walk till my house block there. Saw some bball guys playing bball. Act cool only! Lmaozx. Slacked at staircase, see cats, so cute, then Shiying called Qinping, i super hyper! Keep shout Qinping ! Qinping!, lol. I miss him so much, yay. After that, home sweet home.

Look here,

My baby cousin is super cute right?! She now only 1 and half years old, already know half of the "San zhi jing"! Super cute, and clever! Tsk, she doesn't know how to read the words, i mean the chinese words are too chim for her, she listen to us talk, and learn the san zhi jing! Cute right? Ignore my aunt & my sister talking, tsk. You know what, Jaechunsu is .. going to be seperated from Minho.. I feel so sad right now. Z. I want the five together, not 2 or 3. Wait till you see my class tee, you get my meaning. I don't mind having a strange name for my class tee, for them, it is worth it. Iloveyou, dbsk.

Break out.

2010-04-14T20:06:00.000+08:00

She bitch about me today again, hey bitch. I understand that your mouth is extremely big, but does bitching about people give anything good to you? Bitch bitched about people, totally agree with this sentence. Fucking bitch, you totally spoil my mood, fucking bitch, i totally drifted from my friends. Fucking friends, you just believed what she say, and you could say we're from the same cliques. Don't fucking ask for sympathy at facebook, cause you're not worth it. Don't fucking write some retarded lines, and wanted some sympathy. Fucking friends, fucking bitch. You're changing, we're drifting, and fuck you. I remember trusting you so much, i remember doing all kinds of stupid non sense for you. I remember when everyone hates you so much, i'm here. For you. And fucking you, believed what that fucking bitch said about me? Fine, then stop being my friend. I rather lose you as a friend, than wanting you to "trust" & "love" me as a friend, fuck.

I've no mood for anything right now, even homeworks. Fuck them. Got really pissed off. I miss fiveone oh seven, i miss sixone oh eight. I miss all corporationians , except that fucking bitch. Yes, she is a bitch. I don't deny that fact now, bitch. She caused me to lose one fucking friend. Worst, dbsk is disbanding. Fuck, it is for real now. The trio, will be forming a new unit, and perform together. Fuck, why is everything happening now? Fuck off. I feel like shutting the computer, and never to on it again. Fuck my life, fuck everything. I'm gonna collect all dbsk stuffs now, all official and non official, treat is as a memory then. Wait, don't fucking say how sad suju is also. At least they are not disbanding. I'm in a foul mood now, no offence peeps. But seriously, will you even understand how i'm feeling now? 1. Friendship. 2. Dbsk. I'm a real cassiopeia, and wtf, i want to see them standing together and this is what i got. I want dbsk best selection. I want heaven postman novel. I want dbsk stuffs. I want everything related to them. & Yunho, get well soon.

I have lose all my trust in friendship anymore.
I only believe in friends, in 5-1'07 CHINESE + Malik, Ramdan.
Fuck all friends, fuck you, fuck life.

Hey bitch.

2010-04-13T20:38:00.000+08:00

I wonder why people mouth are like so big? They are too free aren't they? Should i suggest to teacher giving more homeworks, so they could stop bitching around? Hey bitch, don't irritates me, don't fucking bitch about me in school. Bitch me? I'll show you what i can do. I'll bitch you 10times more than you bitch me. Hello idiot, do you remember what you did in primary school? Should i rake up the past, and tell everyone about it uh? Comeon, try me, bitch me, have fun alrights? Let see who will last till the end, you bitch.

School was alright. Almost fainted in school, because i've got anemia, and i am not sure why, i just feel like fainiting suddenly. Rest for the whole period in MsTan lessons, thanks god, she able to understand me, and let me rest. Got better awhile later. School ended and i've my cca, went up super early, and slacking there. Time flies, and i'm there chatting with Pearlyn. Fun is the word i could say. Lol, i remember tricking people about Yaohui & Harith, lmao! Went canteen for self study, and it was a total failure again, saw that bitch, just feel like telling her, stfu and gtfo. Your mouth is big i know, don't need announced to the whole world. Chat and laugh with clique. Talk to Jingri, not exactly talk, but random. Jo: "Hey (your name), Yinyin..." PearlynC: "Stead with.." PearlynO: "(******) , Totally lol, was being random there. Rained, and walk home with Harith. Home sweet home, and bitching about the girl with Viro. Bitch, i can't believe you're from corporation, can't believe that you're from 5-1.

I always thought 5-1 is united, people don't bitch around with people. But you prove me wrong today. Its okay, because you're one out of the 35 people who bitch about your own classmates, what a sad case. I finally understand why people hates you now, kind of pity you. Are you crying now? Do you need Harith's shoulder? Lol, please, people don't even stead with you, what is with the memories? And who the bloddy hell betray you? Haha, stfu okay. Bitch me more, and i'll show you what i can do better.

Stfu.

2010-04-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

I feel dumb writing here again, dear dumb diary. School was upsetting today, and i find no more interest to go to school. I just feel like sleeping at home, and study when exams are nearing. Andy Lau was on newspaper today. Was screaming like wtf, because he is one of my hongkong idols that i love most. Geog was the first period, spend so much time on pollutions, get to know it better. English was "awesome", yes, with the inverted commas. Thanks to Harith, he totally ignore me the whole day. Project work was fun, because i've great team mates who commented on my great editing of videos. Thanks. Maths was okay, i was busy cheering Harith up, because he is freaking emo the whole day, hey ya. Science, cheer him up too, thanks him alot. He help me wipe away the dirty eraser dust (which Eugene put) on my water bottle, thanks alot. (insert hearts)

After school, had the peer tutoring. My men-tee is cute. Taught her a few things and she got distracted just like me. Back to school for self study organised by our class. What a failure, in the end, everyone began talking. Harith talk to me already, and i'm freaking happy. He chatted with me and etc. Near to 6pm, home with PearlynO & Harith, he sat 185, though it is freaking not on the way to his house. Thanks for his accompanied. He even suggested bringing me up to my house since there is a funeral there, and i'm scared. But i rejected his kindness in the end. Home, and ya, i'm having terrible gastric pain, someone save me? Sighs.

Seal with a kiss.

2010-04-11T18:04:00.000+08:00

I gotta admit, i'm very lazy to start a post right here. It feels dumb writing and ranting here, when no body ever reads. It feels dumb just wanting to please people. It feel ultimate dumb to be part of it. But most importantly, i'm glad, i found back my beloved ones who i've lost. It feels dumb re-watching some retarded shows i've watched before, and laughing at it. It feel dumb waiting for a reply which will never come. It feel dumb helping you all the while, yet you took it for granted. It feel dumb just writing here, sharing my experience. Whatever it is, i'm dumb, get it?

Aunt & Uncle brought Me & Sister out for breakfast this morning. Order mac for it, and the person serving me is Huayi's girlfriend. What a coincidence. After that, ate and went back home. Jadon, Tammy, Desmond, Pearlyn & Eugene came my house for literature project after that. They came, and messed my house. I got really pissed off by that, because it is really distracting. Thanks to PearlynC that came to help me out in the characters. Played iphone awhile, and they left. Suddenly, my long lost friend msn me. Totally surprise because we drifted after he had a girlfriend. So ya, messaged him and etc. It feel good just to chat with old friends again. Especially someone who is 18 years and could give me some advice. Felt asleep suddenly, and woke up here again just to blog. It feels so retarded. I'm going to learn how to cook. Thanks god practical are all over, because my practical partner is Weien, and we have a tiff with him. Actually, it just feel great talking to your friends again. Because it felt like you're rewinded back to the past. Too bad, he is not in my school. If not, i could have avoid being a loner. Laugh out loud. No one actually know my feeling, so just stfu. Wait till you know my feeling. I'm a loner, i declare out loud.

Happy Birthday three ..

2010-04-11T00:08:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Mathilda'Candyfloss! (heart)

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Hello Woman! :) You're finally 13, and officially a teenager right now. (: It has been a year since i've know you, and i'm really happy to god that let me have a chance to came to know you. :) Though we seldom talk, or chat, but i still love you alots okay. ? I miss the time where we went out together, it has been much fun. :P Nevertheless, happy birthday, and iloveyou. <3

Happy Birthday HongYue'Senior! (heart) !

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Hello retarded :/ It has been yearS since i knew you. :p You're really a good senior in teaching me stuffs and etc. :) It is such a pleasant knowing you. (: And you're such a good listener, :) Finally 15? Soon, you'll be getting your i/c :D And you're finally into the mature age, ((: I never regret knowing you okay? Though you're evil at times, ;/ Haha! (: All the best in your studies, and never give up easily okay?! Happy Birthday <3

Happy Birthday Adeline'Xinggan! (heart)!

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Hello :D It has been years since we know each other too! (: Thoses days where we are extremely close to each other, i really miss the days. :D I miss you too, :) Alot, :'( You're finally 13, and you're grown up, :p Happy that you're finally a teenager? :/ Haha! No more slashing of yourself okay? :) And love yourself for who you're. God let me to know you, and i guess, that is really a best choice he had done. :D Good luck in your studies, and meet me up soon okay? <: Misses & loves. Lastly, Happy birthday, & iloveyoutoo. <3

Love sucks.

2010-04-10T23:14:00.000+08:00

I don't mind what darling, baby, or dear,
I just want a happy life.
With you + me, that is all what it matters. (;
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MrHe's Wedding is oh so awesome! :D, & i totally enjoy it alot!(;
Dream of my Uncle this morning, in my dream, he told me he is at heaven already, and told us not to be sad or worry anymore. :) I miss him like hell, just hope he is doing well. Slept and woke up again at around 9plus am, thanks to Chewkiat! ;x Early morning call me, hmpfh. Bathed and prepare, had a hard time deciding what to wear, tee hee. Meet Tzuxin at gekpoh entrance and then go to macdonald (: Meet Harith there, and thanks him, the gentlemen, help me buy my food. Super hungry, but later, super full -.-'' Wtf, waste my bloody $ :'( Chanced up Ira there too, she followed us, ._. Go YinYin house wait for her, then walked to school together, :)

Slacked in the canteen, and saw a number of girls brigade people. Basketball boys came slowly after, and followed on by the ex students. Vincent's hair is oh my god , the styling is super cool. :) 2v7 sat a bus, and the basketball boys a bus. :) Sit with Harith, and chatted there, was high-ing till we reached the place, and it was around 1plus already, -.-'' Super late, z. Gave the present, and i realize bb boys gave present from the same shop also! ;) LOL, later buy the same thing, :/ MrHe look super dashing today! (; Of course, that is his wedding. Went to sit inside, ((: Chanced upon some MrsHe's students, is that so? ;/ They look so, :/ Sit, and chat with friends, finally the time arrived. :D The bride walk in, so beautiful! (: Mr & MrsHe, perfect match. :D Alrights, after that, had the pastor speech, worshipping :D I love worshiping the most, because i love worshiping! :) The songs are nice, :p Pastor speech is meaningful too!! ;) Then, err, blahblah, they become official wife & husband! :) Then saw a video.

I just realize MrHe is a cellgroup leader, zomg :/ Haha! (: In the video, his cell group members are all hilarious! :) So funny, make us keep laughing ;/ Then then, err, MrHe perform a guitar performance for his wife! :D Nice, cool, awesome. ;p Then, thanksgiving, lol. Omg, MrHe thanks giving to his dad/mum & brother is so touching, it makes me tears :'( I'm serious. Harith, Viro & Yanti tear too, /: He sounded like he is never going back home anymore, -.-'' Then eating time! :P Lmao, didn't really eat much, seems like there is nothing to eat, i love the fondue. :p But some, grr, sat there and ate it all by themselves, self-fish! :'( Haha.

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Ignore all my unglam faces, haven't sleep wake up yet, -.-'' After that, bused to tampiness interchange, and then to queenways! :) Thanks Harith for helping me carry my bag, and when i say my leg very tired, you offer me to sit on your lap ;x Thanks alot, :) Though i didn't sit. :D Reached queenway with (Yan, Harith, Viro, Tzuxin, Pearlyn, Desmond) :P Go do class tee first! :) We wanted the shop never open -.-'' Go another one, ite, find out 1s5 also do there, then he offered to send our class tee to the school! :) Good la :B Hope the tee will turn out very nice okay?! :P We use so much hard work. :'( I love my name, shall let you guys see next time. Haha! (: After that, already very late, so bused back to boonlay. :D 198 ftw, leg very pain lah. :'( Harith emo there. :/ Reached jp, saw Beloved Lucas! :D Chatted, :) Then go popular, and go see Tx's sister. :p So skinny & beautiful! :) Bought my "Diary of a wimpy kid" and i've FULL collection now, even the movie one :p Yay, bought sushi and went home. :p

Long day today, but it is awesome. :) Been downloading worship songs after toady :/ I miss the kids prayer :p I miss err, some worship songs, tee hee! (: Anyway, Yaohui super cute la!! :D He gotten my number, and messaged me ma. Then halfway through, he suddenly msg me, "I going bugis now, ""Ohokay?" "Go to sing song and watch movie" ! :) HAHAH! :> Cute ttm, :> Anyway, its 12am now.

3 of my love ones birthday!! :D
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(Do it at the above post:)

Childish.

2010-04-10T00:09:00.000+08:00

Second post of the day, (=
Saw a very interesting "quote" at my junior's profile there, and decided to screenshot it and share it with people. :/ K, i know i'm bad, but i feel so lol, there, it seems like they still haven't grow up man. :( How? Somebody go and save them? :/ Laugh out loud.

Lol, shit, i forgotten to erase off the other boys name -.-'' Just ignore it okay? :/ Since you guys don't know them. :D I just burst out laughing after reading that "quote" you know, she'has change so many target, yet she mentioned she love "xx" since primary 3. -.-'' That means she like the other boys since primary 1 lah? Lol, so young already know what is like/love? You sure anot? Me myself at this age, still doubting if i like/love that guy. -.-'' Laugh out loud. Whats more, i mean if it is other boys, i don't care la, but it is silly that the girl like, ;/ Gr, more attention i pay towards. Look at Silly's facebook, and it is so damm funny.! A girl wall to wall him, "(XX) say she like you leh!" Then he replied, her problem, LOL. I seriously burst out laughing. =) Ha ha, i doubt he will like her ;/ Because i understand him quite well! :D Yay, (= But her courage is something we should learn from, lol, i'm just kidding okay. -.-'' Ha ha! I wonder why some girls are so thick skinned, hmm, err, oh. :( Laughs. I bet she will change her target soon, and i don't believe, she love silly for 4years, if she love silly for 4years, i knee down beg her forgiveness la! (= Haha , i 'm utterly shocked to see something on my junior blog, especially when she used to be the vice head prefect of my school, and used to be in the best class! :) I mean, normally their batch, best class = geeks, study and study -.-'' Even teachers controll them, NO BF, NO CRUSH! :) Lmao. I just missed my p6 years. =)

Cold Play.

2010-04-09T23:51:00.000+08:00

No one could predict the future, but when its time to say Goodbye,
You'll see tears all over my face, i gotta face the fact, you're gone. =(
Alot people are still thinking that Me & You are as close as ever,
But it is not the truth, the truth is, we stop messaging, and even keep in contact. :/
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Gotta say it, i'm seriously quite sad that it just even like this, but we gotta admit the fact right? (= School was such a bastard today, i got so fed up, or rather pissed off till i've no more voice, claps for me okay. ? -.-'' Geography was the first period, i gotta say, i really listen to what MrTan taught us today, =) Pollution, that is such a great achievement for me, because i seldom listen to him -.-'' Science, learn about Atoms & Molecules, okayokay (= Did listen still in class, but drifted off to my la-la land after that. Maths was about equations, learn it in tuition class already. :D Don't bother listening ;/ Did some drawings, "aishiteru" :) HMT, Did the oral, plusplus, Mdm Eng is fierce today :x She scolded a girl from china, :/ Scary. Listen in class, and started sliting, lol. Don't ask me why, i just took the penknife, and placed it on my hand, and .. :/ Lol. ! ((:

Anyway, Yaohui is super cute lah, ((= He was sitting behind me after recess, and i keep turning away, to see Yongquan, not him okay! -.-'' Z, then also finding who is my maths relief teacher. Then he keep saying, "Don't see lah:/" Lol, after awhile, he asked me, what is my name, i say, "Yaohui", then he laughed (that is oh man so cute!) and say, "Hello twin" :D Cute! ((: After school, was such a bastard. I saw some bitches throwing TienMin's keychain, and wanted to throw it into the toilet, and flush it down. -.-'' Hey bitch, you know how much the key chain significance to her? She had the key chain, after she was baptized, and perhaps it is from her cell group, and you butch of bitches wanted to throw it away, because you're not happy with her? LOL, you'll get your revenge, and retribution very soon. (= And one person wanted to find me, because i mention "Her handwriting very ugly" (: Laugh out loud, people this few days are really childish, pity them alot. (=

Home and have a 3hour nap. (: I realized, this school isn't a school to me. :) Perhaps it is just something i come everyday, and spend most of my time in. -.-'' It doesn't teaches me any important stuffs, whats more, it teaches me, people are really childish. They won't grow up. (= Oh sigh, i just misses Five one oh seven, where things doesn't matter, :) Friendship is all we care about. ._. In my class, till today, people are still getting so fking childish, just because of a class tee, need to think over it yourself please. -_-" Tuition was awesome and fun today. =) Joked alot, and haha, no voice.! -_-" Learn about Atoms & Molecules, refresh, refresh(: Then, did some revision paper, Te keep mention how he worry for my science exam, z, shall prove to him, i'll take pure! (= LOL :) Tomorrow MrHe's wedding, don't feel like going out of a sudden, lol.

When love isn't there.

2010-04-08T20:03:00.000+08:00

Anywhere will be fine, as long as its with you. :p
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Long day today. (: Reached home around 7pm? Tiring. CE was the first lesson, do some things and watched boys over flower. :) Leeminho addiction. Eng was next, did the composition, :P I love composition, fun like hell! (: Yay. MT was next, didn't bring file :/ Oops, did some oral thing, Qilin damm funny & retarded okay!! :/ Keep scold us oonly, later i go cry ah, lol. Art was alright, i love my cube. Lol, chat about some stuffs. Maths was super fun, cause we didn't even touched maths, MrHe is super excited for his wedding okay! Haha, he won't be coming till next next monday. :p Have fun for your honeymoon, lmao. Geog was such a z. Surprise test, we didn't even know about the test lor, spend time memerizing them, shit it, confirm flunk, i cannot last min remember things one, plus without pic -.-'' Me = photographic memory okay . -.-'' Z.

Guzheng after school, funfun! We went so kisiao okay? :/ Lol. Haha! :) After that, went to macdonal, more kisiao okay?! :X You know, this few days, the "women" are very in, :) Typical them, having profound english, like wow.! (: Typing standard english without any singlish inside, :) And whats more..? More to come, next time you'll see more of people having "gans", ((: Lets just name some that we mentioned today, which, i guess, would be coming to our world soon..
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Gan Handphone , Gan mirror , Gan legs , Gan hairs , Gan earphones , Gans table , Gans cup .

Omg, or more to come .. lets see ..
Gan SNSD ? Gan DBSK ? Gan Superjunior ? ..

Well, there is still more .. upcoming ..
Gan Pearlyn , Gan Josephine , Gan Tzuxin ! :)
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Gotten my meaning? People are so creative this few days, that they came up with whatever shit that cames to their mind -.-'' Lol, typical. Next time, whole cohort calling Gan (yourname) , like lmaoz? Will it happen? Why won't? Its the 21st century already, everything is possible. :)
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Anyway, that is mainly what we talk about in mac, plus someone too! :) Girl at my age tends to flirt well, :/ Lol, i am wondering, if that person would wait for her bf till he came out of ns? Or when she get marry = Every year, "Hello Josephine ah, i'm getting divorced." 2years later, "Hello Josephine, i'm getting married!:)" 4years later, "I'm getting divorced again". LOL :) Anyway, unpleasant things happen today at ce, -.-'' He is such a bastard, a pervert, a bastard of a bastard. :) No point getting angry over him, he has change. No longer someone that we know. (: Bastard, :0 And some people are dogs, don't they have their own mindset? Why must they listen to someone else, ._. Dogs obeying the owner? :) Cool, 21st century already, even human became dogs. LOL, people are really creative this few days! :) Perhaps, in the next century, people use animal language to talk, thats even cool! ((:
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I'm blabbering some shits here, only GAN PEARLYN & GAN TZUXIN know, lol! :) Chatted with some love ones last night, :b Qiwei, be honour, your name is here. ((: You ass :/ Haha, Baka beloved using the same blogskin as me. :) Yay, different colour only, (: And yesterday, Silly is such a cool one, playing "scissors paper stone" with me on msn! :) See, that is so cre-a-tive!! :) Lol, msging Harith now, he is such akpo :/ Wanting to know my ex name :X haha :)

Sister is back home with my FAMOUS AMOS :/ Pig!! I ate it now! :) Lol, and cool, alot people commenting on my voice, -.-'' I'M HAVING A SORE THROAT, take note please, tyty. :) Lol, boy sound :/ People comment it is nicer -.-'' Wtf, :/ Haha . Tiring now :( ! No voice, how tot alk!?! HAHAHA.

Baby :D

2010-04-07T19:39:00.000+08:00

I hope everyday is as good as today. :)

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Just reached home, no home work today, happy. :) Newspaper day today, totally "shout" (k, i no voice to shout -.-'') at school upon seeing my idol on the np :) Haha, Xiaogui, ^^. Science, standing the whole period, wth :( Didn't bring the "homework", totally waste of time to recopy that please, wth. Didn't listened whole period, lucky TE taught me before already, happy happy. :) English, did some composition, fun! ;) Literature, got back test paper. 25/30 :) Love it to the max, ty. Haha. Watched Coraline! (: Like so nice only. Maths, test :/ Omg, scary :( I like going to flunk leh, how? :( Difficult, sighs. MT, did test also, :) LSA, Boring. (:

After school, stayed in school for awhile. :) Someone pass Jaslyn one bottle of 100plus with his love inside! :) Haha, keep teasing her :/ Then home, and used the computer :) Went out again at around 4, because need buy birthday present for PearlynO :) Go gekpoh meet Yinyin, and went to jurong point together. ((: Walked around there, like nothing to buy like that lor :/ Bought her present, and then go see see walk walk :) Saw zabors :/ they like following us lor. -.-'' Then go cd shop, i wanted to shout when saw Yunho, but can't shout it out, no voice la. -.-'' Pathetic. Walk walk, go take neoprints :) Then around 6plus, go eat dinner and go to interchange :p Walk walk then suddenly, "Josephine!" Jitao chua tio :/ Guess who? That sweet & cute Lucas :p He with his friend, both very very cute la!! :B Cute Lucas <3. Haha! :D Then talk sing cock with him, awhile later saw till PearlynO! , give her birthday present :p Haha, Lucas they all go le. I go take bus. Saw Huiting & Vinny! ;) Didn't talk, home sweet home, msging Lucas, he is such a cute boy, <3

I love you.

2010-04-06T20:12:00.000+08:00

~~I don't want to be your friend, i want to marry you~~, I just want to be your enemy.

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Happy Birthday Maggie & PearlynO! (insert hearts)

Officially 14, :) Hope you guys enjoyed your birthday, :) What has to be said are already say to you through sms/school and facebook. :D I love you two, <3.

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Happy 13Month Pig, <3

Time flies, 13months since we know each other already!:) Wow, that is indeed long, and few more weeks to your birthday. :B I never regret knowing you la, because you're always here right by my side, whenever i need you. :) Ty, i hope we don't drift further :) Loveya. <3.

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I've lost my voice, :( Wtfbbq, ._. My throat is in aweful painfulness right now. :( Someone save me please. Grr. Pe was the first period. :) No 2.4km, kinda dislike it :/ I really want to run, and release out all my sad/hate and everything. Had our napfa Shuttle Run. It wasn't as easy as i thought, and fun as i thought, because i used to hate it alot. :/ Boys are looking at us as we ran, and criticizing us, wtf. I ran, 11.3sec, totally proud of myself, "A"! :) Yay, love it so much. But, Weien commented on the way i ran. Z. Science was plain boring :/ Passed my test, 18/30. :) Kinda happy, but i know i can do better. Literature was ~~fun~~, MrLim showed us our project, and he showed us last year 1v8's ones. Due to it, i cried. Thanks to that girl. I meant, Insult me, it is alright, why do you have to insult my idol? You don't know them, then just stfu, there isn't a need for your comments and insults. I cry, she is just adding oil into the fuel. I never cry so hard in my life before, tyvm.

Home Econ was next, Pig class was there too, ;) Tapped her. Rushed to do my cooking, because i knew i couldn't make a good one :/ Thanks Weien alot, without your help, hmm, i may not complete it. First time frying an egg, first time frying a prawn, and thanks to him. I managed to do that. :) With his help. Got burnt by the oil, he help me cook a while, thanks! It still turn out z, but cliques say it was nice? Not sure. Hmm. I want to eat Pig's cake! Haha, English after that, was venting my anger still. Because of her, z. Did some class work, and tada, end of the lessons. :) Rushed to Home Econ room, take Tzuxin's food. :) Turn out uber nice, :) Saw Pig too. Then eat my food, okay la, not bad :/ But i throw majority away. :/ Wasting food, i know, i know, haha. Then to the Pernakan Museum! :) Not really excited though. I'm left alone again. :( Wtfbbq, why am i always left out, z, i give no shit to it anymore. :) Listen to my phone all the way, thinking about some memories of dbsk, luvthemasmuch. <3.

Reached there, seperated into groups. Cliques are together except Pearlyn. :) Went to walk around, and find out more about Nonya & Baba :) Totally fun, i wished to go there another time with a tour guide, ;) Learnt about the wedding, the stuffs we're needed to do, and some religions things, (: Total fun.! (Y) Shall not explain much, :) Backed school, sitting alone in the bus again. :( Harith came to join me, was emoing till he came:) Played with his itouch taptap. :/ And mastermind, so long didn't play it already, rusty already :/ I used to love playing that. (: Keep disiao him, say he damm cute, pinch him :/ Haha, then he become the "tour guide" of 2v7, start to explaining about roads/ singapore. -_-" Lol. Reached school, everyone was so guai, doing homeworks! :) I did my maths homework in school, and UNDERSTAND all the questions, super proud of myself. Hope tomorrow test will be a good one. :) Home at around 6plus. Harith that gentlemen was helping me carry my bag from school all the way to gekpoh! :) Really a big gentlemen, thanks alot. :p Home, tired. :( Shall rest early tonight, :((

Sakura!

2010-04-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

Today was a very tiring day for me. :'( Geography was suckish, i listened in class, and i hope i could pass my exams, which is like impossible. So, i shall stop thinking about it eh. English was okay, i finally pass up my homework, and spend time talking with friends. (: I'll be a good girl, and pass up all my homeworks now, i don't wish to flunk my sa1. Recess, get really fed up, shall stop talking about it, before all my vulgarities come out. Maths was fun. I'm starting to love maths more and more. Chatted about his wedding stuffs and etc. I'm gonna be in charge, yay, (: Projectwork, did some editing for videos, going to continue them later. And lastly, mother tongue. Teacher was not here today, and i rushed my homework yesterday, g.r.r. Relief teacher came, and totally spoil the atmosphere. Z, speaking about good english, perhaps i'll try to type in good english now. :)

After school, rushed out with PearlynC, i've got something to attend. Anyway, did i mention i cry in school today? Thanks to her, :/ She & I started talking about Dbsk, and i just suddenly lean down and cry. :( Sad. Anyway, went to find Relatives at gekpoh there, on the way, saw some idiots :/ No, perhaps 1 only. Rushed to Mandai, go pray my Grandpa & Big Uncle :( I feel like crying seriously, as i pray, i keep on repeating this, "I miss you, i miss you, i miss you." G.r.r, 5years since my grandpa was gone, and 13years since my big uncle was gone. Grandma told me that my Uncle say this before his death, "Small mouse is here, so big mouse has to go back home already" Guess what it means? I'm here, and he has to go already. :( Like so sad only please. G.r.r, pray pray, Relatives all cry, i stay strong. :)

Went to cck after that, to pray my Daguzhang :) I nearly cry already :/ Sighs! I can't take it anymore la, it is like so sad only please. :( Relatives cry again, began to say about my uncle. On how much longer he could live, and etc. Sighs, then, i go put joss stick, almost get burnt! My relatives say, my uncle is teasing me, if that is so, i don't mind :B Haha, after that, home :> Bathed and everything, went out again with Relatives to eat sukura. :) Message Jiajun on the way, utterly bored.! :( Eat, and eat, i'm bloated. O: I'm getting fat, i love my new blog url, "bigfatcheeks", yes, i'm fat.! Ha ha. Posted a long one up here already, i guess i'm going now, tired, and i've tons of homeworks to complete :( Home econ test tomorrow, wish me goodluck! <:

2010-04-05T17:54:00.000+08:00

Oh baby i love you,
I love you everyday.